what helps me cope is realising all of life doesn't have
what helps me cope
is realising all of life doesn't have to be enjoyed.
life is also waiting. waiting is a part of life.
i don't need to feel like i'm missing out on something
just because it hasn't occured to me yet.
or i don't need to beat myself up just because i dread
things. most times i just can't wait for it to
be over. waiting for the good parts. waiting to go home. waiting
till i can eat my favourite snack.
waiting until a dreadful presentation is over so my heart can
finally feel at rest.
waiting a while, then waiting some more. it doesn't have to
be so depressiong.
i think i've accepted it as a part of life. it is okay to not
want to be in the right now.
it's okay to long for the then, to hang on through waiting it