One day, you can't hold on to it anymore. You don'tknow but you

One day, you can't hold on to it anymore. You don'tknow but you feel shattered and then you burst intotears. Your head and chest and eyes andeverything hurts. Everything feels numb andsurrendered. It's as if you're done. You've givenup. You're done for. You can't take it anymore andyou cry and scream silently as you cover yourmouth to stop your sobs and the suffocatinginhalation and you break down. You fall to theground because your legs cannot take the load ofyour imperfections. You close your eyes, let thetears fall, hug yourself and stand up.