Unconditional love. Support. Stability. Affection. Understanding.
Protection. Comfort. That was everything she gave you without
asking you to reciprocate in the same way. You see, she thought
that things like that should be as normal as breathing, that she
wasn’t supposed to beg for love. But she had. She had to beg for
your love and attention like it was something that is hard to give.
Maybe it was hard for you since you never loved her the way she
loved you. So, don’t try to win her back now when she is happy
with someone else. Don’t you dare mess up her plans for real
love. You know that she deserves a better man than you and that you
can’t give her what she craved all the time. So, now that you
lost her, let her be happy with someone who will love her the way
she deserves to be loved. Let her be happy with a man who won’t
make her question if she is good enough or worthy enough. Don’t
you see that sparkle in her eyes when she looks at him? You know,
she used to look at your eyes in the same way. And she would
probably have continued doing that if you didn’t blow up every
chance to be happy with her. So, don’t blame her for giving up on
you because that doesn’t make her weak. That just means she was
too strong for too long. That just means she was feeling with all
her heart but it got broken in the end. And if you see her in the
street with someone else, don’t ruin her day because only one
look at you will make her feel sad. She will immediately remember
all the things she had to put up with just to be with you. And her
hopes to be happy in love will sink like an old boat. She will
realize that she still loves you but that walking away was easier
than staying with you and hurting. She knows that you were just one
toxic man in her life who didn’t give her the love she deserved.
Heck, you didn’t give her anything but tears and agony. That was
all she knew about when she was with you. And she just wanted to
love you. She wanted you to be the man with whom she will grow old,
her soulmate, her human diary and her better half. She just wanted
you to fight for her, but you couldn’t even do that. And being
the only one trying for so long time just helped her to give up on
you. Because she wanted you to choose her every day or leave. And
we all know what you did. You gave up on her so easily; you
didn’t even want to fight for her. You didn’t even want to do
that to make her yours one more time. That was how little she meant
to you. And she wanted you to show her that you love her in the
simplest way that exists. She just wanted you to steal one kiss
from her while nobody is watching. She wanted you to take her hand
when she was afraid to do something she didn’t like. She wanted
you to tell her that she was strong enough and that she can do
anything she plans. But that was too much for her to ask, right?
Because at every attempt of hers to kiss you, you would offer her
your cheek instead of your lips. At every attempt of hers to take
your hand because she was afraid, you would tell her that she
should confront her fears, taking your hand away from her. With
every hope that she will get the comforting words from you that she
needed so much, you just told her that she shouldn’t even try to
do something new because it will be a failure. That’s how much
you believed in her, in the woman who would move mountains for you,
for the one who always put you first trying to satisfy your needs
instead of hers. She admired you for such a long time but now she
admires another man. You disappointed her and she doesn’t think
that you are as awesome as she thought before. Now, she just wants
to be as far as she can from you. Because if you come close, she
might not resist. She might give herself all in like she did
before. And you know that you won’t be able to reciprocate any of
it. You know that you will never give her the love she gave you and
that you will never be crazily in love with her. So, this time, I
am begging you to just give up on her. Let her be happy with
someone who will know how to cherish her. Let her experience true
love because thats what she deserves and nothing less than that..