"Prove me wrong. Will I ever find
someone who loves like me? Will I have to accept coldness?
I'm not the type to be chipped away when met with coldness.
I'm the type to only give in when I'm met with
warmth.
I think all my words through before saying them. I would never
hurt him intentionally. Each word is careful.
Prove me wrong. If you said it, how can you not mean it? I know
when you're joking. Let's be honest here. You we're
trying to hurt me. I'll frame it for you. Your ego was hurt
and you wanted to hit back for a second. But the difference was I
wasn't trying to hurt your ego or your feelings. You snapped
back and used my weakness against me. I don't really want a
hug right now. How can you give me the pain and the remedy all at
once?
I fantasized about this...being comforted by you after a long,
trying day. You're only human. We're both only human. You
can make mistakes. But please, let's both be more careful. I
have no one else but you. If you hurt me I feel some type of way.
Like I'm backed into a corner. Like I'm a little girl
backed into a corner. You bring me back to that space.
Small and with no where else to go. It's a bad feeling. Truly
awful feeling."