and all it would take is one difficult day and i'm back to

and all it would take is one difficult day and i'm back to square one.
i'll trail behind you today, please pretend you don't notice.
i'll be extra distant today, please pretend you don't notice.
i'm just embarassed, that's all.
i only wanted to show you the pretty sides of me, 
but today i'm feeling like my old self.