I thought I had worth, but according to literally everyone else...
I thought I had worth, but according to literally everyone
else... I don’t. All of my boyfriends’ parents hated me and
made or wanted them to break up with me. My school teachers
expected nothing or the worst from me. My co-workers complain
about me in general and me isolating myself, but when I try to
connect they push me away. It seems like no matter what I do, I
am never enough. What is wrong with me? I would give the shirt
off my back for someone. I would be there for them no matter
what. I would support them, even if their opinions and decisions
didn’t match mine. I would fight for them, and stick up for
them. I would genuinely care about their thoughts and feelings. I
would do damn near anything for them; for a good friend. But
I’d never get any of that back. I never have. Like everyone has
apparently been trying to tell me my entire life, I just have no
worth. I am disposable. I am a burden and weirdo. Why am I here ?
Why was I given life when I have no one who cares enough to share
it with ? What’s the point ?