it was difficult to accept that you couldn't love me in the
inthewaysthati wanted you
endigotdisappointed.i had seen how you could love others
and so it hurt more deeply. i drew
you angel wingsandtriedblurringthebad
better. i know you think you were fair. andbecauseiknew all
that, ifelteven more guiltyforneedingmore from you.