here
we are
again.
trying to turn this fat to bone.
i forget each time the only thing that i lose.
if not friends then brain cells.
this crass carelessness.
this concentrated distraction.
this scatter brained sweaty nonsense.
i hate it all.
why can't i shrivel into bronze brute strength and endless wisdom.
why am i a dehydrated version of my worst self.
time keeps passing and i fall into the same cracks.
this stomach churning.
this hopelessness.
i've seen it all before.
i'm sick of myself but above all else im sick of disappointing you again.
trying to turn this fat to bone.
i forget each time the only thing that i lose.
if not friends then brain cells.
this crass carelessness.
this concentrated distraction.
this scatter brained sweaty nonsense.
i hate it all.
why can't i shrivel into bronze brute strength and endless wisdom.
why am i a dehydrated version of my worst self.
time keeps passing and i fall into the same cracks.
this stomach churning.
this hopelessness.
i've seen it all before.
i'm sick of myself but above all else im sick of disappointing you again.
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