i'm just so conflicted. cause i know life is good. but this
i'm just so
conflicted. cause i know life is good. but this depression.
this sad sulky feeling always comes back to me. i tell myself
it's like happiness. happiness will always come back. in
the same way, this sad unsettling feeling will also come back.
but it is never
it still feels
awful. i feel like i have to always distract myself so i
don't feel it. it's this feeling of dread. i thought i
would be happier by now and i am but here i am still.