N0B0DY REALLY KN0WS THE REAL ME THEY CANT SEE PAST WHAT i TRY

N0B0DY REALLY KN0WS THE REAL ME
THEY CANT SEE PAST WHAT i TRY T0 BE
MY TRUE BEST FRiENDS, THEY D0NT EVEN KN0W
THEY 0NLY SEE WHAT i CH00SE T0 SH0W
i HAVE T0 PUT A SMiLE 0N A FACE THAT CRYS
EVEN 0N THE DAYS THAT i WiSH i W0ULD DiE
WHEN PE0PLE ASK ME "WHATS WR0NG"
i 0NLY REPLY TRYiN N0T T0 CRY "N0THiN iM FiNE"
WHEN REALLY iNSiDE iM FEELiN BEiN LEFT BEHiND
PE0PLE THiNK iTS EASY T0 JUST BE ME
WHEN ACTUALLY iTS HARD.. N0T EASY
WHEN ACTUALLY i HAVE T0 SMiLE WHEN i WANNA CRY
WHEN i HAVE T0 LAUGH WHEN i WANNA DiE
EACH DAY i HAVE T0 PRETEND iM ACTUALLY HAPPY
BUT iM N0T.. CAUSE iM N0T WHAT i WANNA BE..