i never thought we wouldnt be friends. i trusted you. you were

i never thought we wouldnt be friends. i trusted you. you were my best friend. i cried when you cried. i hugged you when you needed a hug and even when you didnt. i was always there for you. you were never there for me but you know what. thats okay cause i was the one who didnt complain or say anything cause i always though, she has enough on her plate she doesnt need my problems too. i miss you. my life is a mess. ive lost so many good friends. i never thought i would lose you. my best friend. if im gone tomorrow i dont want to regret being friends with you because i dont. you gave me everything someone should have in a friend. but in the end. i was still last. you choose them over me. i dont know what i did to deserve this but i know its my fault. i should of tried harder. i should have been a better friend. i should have known better. i will always be here. i promise.





sorry, venting.