you said you were my best friend.
but a best friend doesn't go after every guy you like. a best friend doesn't give
up on you when life gets a little bit hard. it means you have to be there for the
other no matter what the hell happens. but really, you don't get me anymore...
you have no time for me anymore and you'd rather hang out with "her". yeah
you think my life may be a piece of cake but you don't know every little detail
of it. so next time "she" gets on your nerves again and you wanna come back
to me, i just want you to know that i'm not ganna be here for you. not again.
you caused way too much fucking crap and i'm done. these days, it's just hard
trusting you around one frikken guy because one second i do and the next
you do. and knowing you date the one person that was half my life. wow. you
are so pathetic. wanna know something else? you take every single person
from me. knowing i have a chance with him. but nope. you go and ruin that
too. i loved him and he loves you. but i'm done. i hope you know that the girl
that would never break, shattered. the girl that was once so strong, turned out
so weak. and you ask her why shes the way she is? haha. you should know.
you're the one to blame.
venting
sorry if its gay
