I'm always a mess. I can never keep

I'm always a mess. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too

hard at stupid things. My favorite songs make me cry. I
always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than i notice it. I live in
the past,in the memories i have with the people i love. I hate
thinking about reality & i'm so homesick that its not even funny.
But i'm not homesick in a missing my house kind of way...maybe it's
more like heartsick for all the things that i can't get back. It's
hard for me to define myself.. I guess i'm just a girl--the girl
who loved too hard & didn't get anything in return. i don't want to
be the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the one person
who has never given me a second thought.

made by jen456
on October 27, 2009 20:56:14

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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: medium;">I'm<strong><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><em> always </em></span></strong>a mess. I can<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong> never </strong></span>keep my <strong><u>own</u></strong> secrets. I laugh<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"> </span><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);">too </span></strong></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);">hard</span></strong> at <strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);">stupid things</span></strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);">. </span>My <strong><u>favorite songs</u></strong> make me <strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);">cry.</span></strong> I<br />
always <span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong><em>watch</em></strong></span>  for <strong><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);">11:11</span></strong>, but i <u><strong>miss it </strong></u>more than i <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong>notice it</strong></span>. I live in <br />
the <em><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong>past</strong></span></em>,in the<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong> memories</strong></span> i have with<u> </u><strong><u>the people i love.</u></strong> I <span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong>hate</strong></span><br />
thinking about <em>reality</em> & i'm <strong><u>so homesick</u></strong> that its not even<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong> funny.</strong></span><br />
But i'm not <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong>homesick</strong></span> in a missing my house kind of way...maybe it's<br />
<strong><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><em>more</em></span></strong> like <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong>heartsick </strong></span>for<u><strong> all the things </strong></u>that<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><em> </em></span><strong><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><em>i can't get back. </em></span></strong>It's <br />
<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong>hard for me</strong></span> to <strong><u>define myself.. </u></strong>I guess<strong><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"> </span></strong><em><strong><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">i'm just a gir</span></strong><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">l</span>-</em>-the girl <br />
who<strong><u> loved</u></strong> too hard & didn't get <em><strong><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">anything</span></strong></em><strong> </strong>in return. i<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong> don't</strong> </span>want to <br />
be the <em><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong>heroine</strong></span></em><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><em><strong> </strong></em></span>in some <em><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong>tragic love story</strong></span></em><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong><em>,</em></strong></span> i just want the<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 255);"><strong> one person</strong></span><br />
who has <strong><u>never</u></strong> given me a <span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><strong><em>second thought.</em></strong></span></span></div>

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