I'm sorry. I'm confused, I really have no idea whats going on right now. Maybe if I knew what was wrong, I could save us both a little heartache. I know you don't want to go through this all again. I know you don't want to go through the 3 hours of talking about it and then feeling forced to makeup and everything is "okay". I'm sorry for whatever you think went on, I really can't think of anything I might have done wrong. It's been running through my mine too much and I can't take the pain. I know it's never going to be like it was before--the wounds are too deep. But let's try to make it simpler. I need a little help here, I can't do this all on my own. I need answers and I'm drowned in questions. (Giving up is not in my nature. When you truly love something, giving up is not an option. And I don't intend it to be one for me.) You can't deny my feelings, you can't deny yours. You know I meant forever, and I know you did too. I'm not begging, I'm not forcing you, and I'm not asking you to be mine again [I mean, unless you want too..] But I'm asking for you're friendship, you're communication, you're belief and you're memory, you're word and you're trust. Forgiving and forgetting isn't easy, but sometimes, it's what we need to make a fresh, better start.