Every time I talk, I think "Is
that how my voice really sounds?."
I am bothered by how my voice sounds....nervous, soft spoken, light sounding
I like the fact that I am not loud and obnoxious, but it is annoying when people always tell me to speak up or ask me why I don't talk more
I just don't talk much...I would rather sit and listen and observe....probably why I can write so well and why I overthink things sometimes
I like talking to people about certain things, not just anything, and I won't just talk to anyone
It takes a lot of effort for me to get comfortable enough around someone to really sit and talk to them
I am bothered by how my voice sounds....nervous, soft spoken, light sounding
I like the fact that I am not loud and obnoxious, but it is annoying when people always tell me to speak up or ask me why I don't talk more
I just don't talk much...I would rather sit and listen and observe....probably why I can write so well and why I overthink things sometimes
I like talking to people about certain things, not just anything, and I won't just talk to anyone
It takes a lot of effort for me to get comfortable enough around someone to really sit and talk to them
I don't like using cute girly words and
phrases like "omg, lol, luv," or any of that...I could
never talk like that and feel like I am being taken seriously, but
I realize a lot of girls talk like that all the time, but I am
not like that
I try to control how much I say the word "like" when I talk, because I am not a valley girl. I have no problem using bigger words when I talk. No, I am not stuck up, I have always talked differently than others
I'm an introvert. I am very shy. I don't talk much as it is. I can write better than I talk. I really don't like talking on the phone. I really don't like small talk or talking with people I don't want to talk to. I like having in depth conversations with people that actually have a point
I spend my time writing poetry, and writing about serious, heavy subjects that are not everyday situtations and are not cute... Sometimes I write funny things, but most of my writing is not "cute." I go through serious things, like an eating disorder and depression, and my writing openly expresses that
I make very good grades in school. I do not think it is a bad thing to be smart. It's a good thing
I think it's a good thing to have your own opinions, ideas, hobbies and to be independent enough to make your own decisions. You do not have to have tons of friends or follow the crowd in order to feel better about yourself. Happiness comes from inside, not who you spend your time with
Maybe I over analyze things too much
There should be a new category for Tumblr. "Smart People problems"
I try to control how much I say the word "like" when I talk, because I am not a valley girl. I have no problem using bigger words when I talk. No, I am not stuck up, I have always talked differently than others
I'm an introvert. I am very shy. I don't talk much as it is. I can write better than I talk. I really don't like talking on the phone. I really don't like small talk or talking with people I don't want to talk to. I like having in depth conversations with people that actually have a point
I spend my time writing poetry, and writing about serious, heavy subjects that are not everyday situtations and are not cute... Sometimes I write funny things, but most of my writing is not "cute." I go through serious things, like an eating disorder and depression, and my writing openly expresses that
I make very good grades in school. I do not think it is a bad thing to be smart. It's a good thing
I think it's a good thing to have your own opinions, ideas, hobbies and to be independent enough to make your own decisions. You do not have to have tons of friends or follow the crowd in order to feel better about yourself. Happiness comes from inside, not who you spend your time with
Maybe I over analyze things too much
There should be a new category for Tumblr. "Smart People problems"
Some facts about me
Yes, I write poetry. No, poetry isn't stupid
Yes, I like school and learning. No, I am not a nerd
Yes, I have pale skin, No, I don't wish I was more tan
Yes, I have really long hair. No, I am not going to cut my hair
Yes, I have an eating disorder. No, its not because I think I am fat.
Yes, I like to be by myself sometimes. No, it doesn't mean I don't like being around people
Yes, I am quiet. No, I am not stuck up
Yes, I like fashion and dressing a certain way. No, I am not superficial
Yes, I have a twin sister. No, we do not look the same
Yes, I am a writer, no, I don't write to get attention, I write because I enjoy it
Yes, I am smiling in my profile pic, no, I am not perfect and happy, I struggle with depression
Yes, I am single, no I am not miserable because I am single
Yes, I like drama and acting, no, I am not weird for liking it
Yes, I don't talk much, No, you don't need to tell me I need to talk more
Yes, I have social anxiety, no, its not because I don't like being around people, I get nervous around lots of people or new people
Yes, I have trouble sleeping, no its not because I drink too much coffee
Yes, I like coffee, no I don't drink it for any particular reason, I just like it
Yes, I like being creative, no I don't think I am better than people because I am creative
Yes, I have self harmed before, no, I am not suicidal for self harming
Yes, I have parents who do lots of things for me, no they are not perfect parents, we fight often
Yes, I am naturally skinny, no, its not from starving myself, I would be skinny, even if I wasn't anorexic
Yes, I get my feeling hurt easily, no, I don't complain about it, I keep most of my problems to myself
Yes, I think for myself and have my own opinions, no, you don't have to agree with my opinions
Yes, I write poetry. No, poetry isn't stupid
Yes, I like school and learning. No, I am not a nerd
Yes, I have pale skin, No, I don't wish I was more tan
Yes, I have really long hair. No, I am not going to cut my hair
Yes, I have an eating disorder. No, its not because I think I am fat.
Yes, I like to be by myself sometimes. No, it doesn't mean I don't like being around people
Yes, I am quiet. No, I am not stuck up
Yes, I like fashion and dressing a certain way. No, I am not superficial
Yes, I have a twin sister. No, we do not look the same
Yes, I am a writer, no, I don't write to get attention, I write because I enjoy it
Yes, I am smiling in my profile pic, no, I am not perfect and happy, I struggle with depression
Yes, I am single, no I am not miserable because I am single
Yes, I like drama and acting, no, I am not weird for liking it
Yes, I don't talk much, No, you don't need to tell me I need to talk more
Yes, I have social anxiety, no, its not because I don't like being around people, I get nervous around lots of people or new people
Yes, I have trouble sleeping, no its not because I drink too much coffee
Yes, I like coffee, no I don't drink it for any particular reason, I just like it
Yes, I like being creative, no I don't think I am better than people because I am creative
Yes, I have self harmed before, no, I am not suicidal for self harming
Yes, I have parents who do lots of things for me, no they are not perfect parents, we fight often
Yes, I am naturally skinny, no, its not from starving myself, I would be skinny, even if I wasn't anorexic
Yes, I get my feeling hurt easily, no, I don't complain about it, I keep most of my problems to myself
Yes, I think for myself and have my own opinions, no, you don't have to agree with my opinions
Things I can't live without
Poetry
Writing
Coffee
Music
The internet
My camera
My bedroom
My cat (my favorite cat, who follows me around all the time, and is so devoted to me. She's solid black and doesn't have a name, so I just call her "the black cat.")
My hairbrush
Shampoo
Conditioner
Bracelets
My favorite necklace (which, if I don't wear, I feel like something is missing)
Headphones
Clothes
Art
Paper and things to write with
Notebooks
All my other animals (I have two dogs, and four other cats)
Social media sites, where people have proven to be much more accepting of me, than most people in my life, thank you!
People I can't live without
My parents (even if we fight, and I can hardly agree with them about anything, I actually need them for so many things)
My twin sister (she's my other half, even if we are nothing alike, not in our looks or our interests or our personalites, and we fight sometimes, I will never have another twin sister)
My brother (even if we are nothing alike, and he makes me feel inferior because he's really smart, he's important to me too)
Even though I wish I could be part of a different family sometimes, I'm stuck with this family, so I may as well accept it
Poetry
Writing
Coffee
Music
The internet
My camera
My bedroom
My cat (my favorite cat, who follows me around all the time, and is so devoted to me. She's solid black and doesn't have a name, so I just call her "the black cat.")
My hairbrush
Shampoo
Conditioner
Bracelets
My favorite necklace (which, if I don't wear, I feel like something is missing)
Headphones
Clothes
Art
Paper and things to write with
Notebooks
All my other animals (I have two dogs, and four other cats)
Social media sites, where people have proven to be much more accepting of me, than most people in my life, thank you!
People I can't live without
My parents (even if we fight, and I can hardly agree with them about anything, I actually need them for so many things)
My twin sister (she's my other half, even if we are nothing alike, not in our looks or our interests or our personalites, and we fight sometimes, I will never have another twin sister)
My brother (even if we are nothing alike, and he makes me feel inferior because he's really smart, he's important to me too)
Even though I wish I could be part of a different family sometimes, I'm stuck with this family, so I may as well accept it
I
have always been different
My twin sister isn't like me at all. She always called me "weird." When I was little, my brother and sister would tease me and call me "weird." My whole family actually thinks I'm weird. I have social anxiety, problems socializing with people, depression, and I like doing certain things, that don't really interest them, so they call that "weird." I have my own style, I have things about myself I like, that they don't like, so they think I'm "weird" for being different
I actually like school, I like studying, I like learning, I like (well, love) writing, I like poetry, I like drama, I like theater, I like art, I like drawing, I like creating stories, I like being independent, I like fashion, I like creating, I like being different
In fourh grade, I learned words like "unison" and "multitude"
I remember coming home from school, excited that I had learned words like that
So when I was talking to my mom when I was little, I would use the words "unison" and "multitude" in my speech
I wonder if she thought that was weird. Probably
My twin sister isn't like me at all. She always called me "weird." When I was little, my brother and sister would tease me and call me "weird." My whole family actually thinks I'm weird. I have social anxiety, problems socializing with people, depression, and I like doing certain things, that don't really interest them, so they call that "weird." I have my own style, I have things about myself I like, that they don't like, so they think I'm "weird" for being different
I actually like school, I like studying, I like learning, I like (well, love) writing, I like poetry, I like drama, I like theater, I like art, I like drawing, I like creating stories, I like being independent, I like fashion, I like creating, I like being different
In fourh grade, I learned words like "unison" and "multitude"
I remember coming home from school, excited that I had learned words like that
So when I was talking to my mom when I was little, I would use the words "unison" and "multitude" in my speech
I wonder if she thought that was weird. Probably
In less than five minutes, I can think up
and share a poem
I don't even look for inspiration for my poetry
All my poetry and all my thoughts
come from my mind
I can make up a rhyme
While going to sleep
Maybe that's why I have such a hard time sleeping
I am too busy writing poems in my mind
I don't even look for inspiration for my poetry
All my poetry and all my thoughts
come from my mind
I can make up a rhyme
While going to sleep
Maybe that's why I have such a hard time sleeping
I am too busy writing poems in my mind
I am a small town girl
with dreams and ambitions too great and too different to be trapped
in such a small, ordinary, empty place, in an ordinary life
I have a voice that is soft, and quiet, so I often go unheard
If you could see inside my mind, you would realize how loud my world actually is and how great my thoughts are
I never wanted to blend in. I never wanted to be average
I don't force being different from others. I just am
I've been called weird before. Well, weird is better than boring and average
Unique is how I like to think of myself
And being weird isn't a bad thing
The greatest minds in the world are considered weird just for being so great
That's something to consider
I have a voice that is soft, and quiet, so I often go unheard
If you could see inside my mind, you would realize how loud my world actually is and how great my thoughts are
I never wanted to blend in. I never wanted to be average
I don't force being different from others. I just am
I've been called weird before. Well, weird is better than boring and average
Unique is how I like to think of myself
And being weird isn't a bad thing
The greatest minds in the world are considered weird just for being so great
That's something to consider
Whenever someone decides to follow me
on social media sites, I am flattered, but at the same time, I
wonder why they are choosing to follow me?
Most of the people in my life have made me feel like I'm this little nothing
Like there is nothing special or remarkable about me, so I naturally think I am very ordinany, and that no one needs to pay attention to me
So when people do decide to pay attention to me, because I am so used to be ignored, it is a great feeling, but it also feels scary
I mean, if no one is around you, and suddenly people notice you first without you even trying to get their attention, it would probably feel uncomfortable to you too
I don't seek out attention, I want to be heard....there is a difference
People who seek out attention will do anything to get it, even if its bad
I don't do that, I am who I am and do things I enjoy, if people notice me for that, that is wonderful and I appreciate it
Most of the people in my life have made me feel like I'm this little nothing
Like there is nothing special or remarkable about me, so I naturally think I am very ordinany, and that no one needs to pay attention to me
So when people do decide to pay attention to me, because I am so used to be ignored, it is a great feeling, but it also feels scary
I mean, if no one is around you, and suddenly people notice you first without you even trying to get their attention, it would probably feel uncomfortable to you too
I don't seek out attention, I want to be heard....there is a difference
People who seek out attention will do anything to get it, even if its bad
I don't do that, I am who I am and do things I enjoy, if people notice me for that, that is wonderful and I appreciate it
I always get told how "quiet" I
am and asked why I don't talk more. I do talk, I just don't
like small talk and I only talk to people I feel comfortable
talking to. I won't just join in on a conversation unless I
feel okay with it. I know I am quiet. I am so quiet, even the sound
of my own voice bothers me...I speak in my mind and it sounds
brilliant and clear. Then I hear my actual voice, and I think
"Is that how I really sound?" I need voice lessons or
something...some way to feel more comfortable talking to people. I
don't think being quiet is a bad thing, but of course, people
who are very loud and talkative are going to make you feel like
something is wrong with you if you happen to be more quiet or shy
than them. Someone told me I am so quiet that it's
"endearing." I guess that's a
compliment.
Ironic how I get called an
"attention seeker" when actually, I don't do anything
to get anyone's attention....If people notice me, that's
great, I do not seek out attention....I am shy, lots of people
around me makes me uncomfortable....I don't have an eating
disorder because I want attention, I don't dress a certain way
or wear my hair long to get attention, I don't write to get
attention. I have an eating disorder because I feel bad about
myself, I dress a certain way and wear my hair long because I like
it, I write because I actually enjoy it. I am the way I
am....I am not trying to impress
anyone
