“
”
I love
you,
but f*ck you.
I miss
you,
but I hate you.
I hate
you
for what you did to me emotionally and mentally.
I want
you.
But I don't need you.
You
left
me with
me memories
buried
deep
in my
mind.
I want them out.
Please
get
OUT!
I'd
be lying
if I
said
I didn't crave his touch,
his
warmth, & the
beat
of his
heart.
I love
him
so much,
why does this hurt so bad?
"I ache
for you. Only you."
I loved you
I stayed awake
dreaming about you
about your smile
about your laugh
the twinkle in your eyes
your hand in mine
But did you?
No
You broke me down
tortured me in the worst way
Everyday, I fell
in love and in pain
but did you care?
No
I thought our love could move mountains
I thought our love could fill the ocean
I thought our love was real
But did you?
No
It's been years
Years of the haunting memories
Years of the chain covering my heart
Years of dying
Years
Yet even though you hurt me
I still wish you would come back
Because, though you were my worst nightmare
you were my euphoria as well
And for that, I'll never forgive myself...
I stayed awake
dreaming about you
about your smile
about your laugh
the twinkle in your eyes
your hand in mine
But did you?
No
You broke me down
tortured me in the worst way
Everyday, I fell
in love and in pain
but did you care?
No
I thought our love could move mountains
I thought our love could fill the ocean
I thought our love was real
But did you?
No
It's been years
Years of the haunting memories
Years of the chain covering my heart
Years of dying
Years
Yet even though you hurt me
I still wish you would come back
Because, though you were my worst nightmare
you were my euphoria as well
And for that, I'll never forgive myself...
- Written by Me, Zabby
