So I'm probably going to
VidCon this year.
Why am I telling you guys this?
Because I want to tell a little story.
About a year ago I was scrolling through the infinite pages
of tumblr when I came across a picture of a guy.
That guy is named Dan Howell, or, danisnotonfire.
Out of pure boredom I decided to search him up on
Youtube.
Best decision of my life.
Through Dan I also discovered Phil Lester,
or AmazingPhil.
While I have
always had music in my life and have always had these band
members to look up to, I never had anyone as
real and
Dan and Phil.
I'm not going to sit here and say Dan and Phil saved my
life in the sense that I was ever suicidal and that they
stopped me because that wouldn't be true.
But just from seeing their videos and seeing that I'm not
the only one who feels and acts the way I makes me feel so
much better. It makes it easier to go through school feeling
as out of place and unaccepted as I always do.
Knowing that, although I've never talked to them, these
two guys are just a few clicks away is more comforting than
you could ever imagine.
And knowing that in just a few months there is a very real
chance that I may get to meet them is more than enough to
bring tears to my eyes.