I'm
tired
of loving
you.
And restless, because I can't let somebody else.
And restless, because I can't let somebody else.
THANK YOU, STEVE!
I want someone to bring me something sweet then we can watch a
movie together.
Sometimes I wish I'd never met you. But
I know that my life
would be so different
without you. You
taught me love and beauty.
And when it was time to
let go I couldn't and
neither could you I
guess.. and we finally started taking again and
everything came back
but you're a different school
that me, I hate being a
year apart from you i hate
that I'm in high school now
and you're not and I miss
you i so much and I hate it I
do. But I was
talking to you. And you said you missed me and that we
could date
again if we could
see eachother more witch
we will next year and
that's what you told me.
We'll just wait
for next year. I miss
you David. I
still love. And I will always
love you. I love you.
Which is messier my hair or my life?
I know his qualities
and his flaws and every detail of his face, I know all of the
callus of his hands and I know the path that his feet have
traveled. He is not a character in a book, his hair is not always
a messy in a beautiful way and he don't treat me as if I were
made of precious stones, sometimes he say things without
thinking and leaves me with unexplained chest pain. He don't
know, but I wake up two hours early to do my hair and pick the
best outfit, and all just for him. He also don't know, but my
favorite songs are just my favorite songs because they remind me
of him. I feel complete by his side, even when he hurt me and
leave me in the deep end with nothing left, I want to be looking
at him, even bleeding to death. At night when I lay my head on
the pillow I think if he are good and what is he doing, and if he
is thinking or feeling this way about me too, i'm even a
person of an unshaken faith, but I pray and infinitely hope, I
beg for an God, to make his heart beat in peace. Hold his
hands makes even the coldest places of my soul catch fire, look
in his eyes makes me want to live forever, even in this horrible
world, I bear anything just to be able to look in his eyes for
eternity, when I make him smile my all world stop, I just stop
listening to everything around me and not even a single problem
comes my mind. He broke all my walls
and SHOOK all
my dreams since the first time I looked at him.
REBECA PEREIRA, "LIEXT". SÃO PAULO, 2014, MARCH 6.
LISTENING TO "ECHO" BY "BALANCE AND COMPOSURE".
REBECA PEREIRA, "LIEXT". SÃO PAULO, 2014, MARCH 6.
LISTENING TO "ECHO" BY "BALANCE AND COMPOSURE".
and.... its a great way to stay in shape
“Depression does not always mean
Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists
A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity
Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye
Sometimes depression means
Not getting out of bed for three days
Because your feet refuse to believe
That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor
Sometimes depression means
That summoning the willpower
To go downstairs and do the laundry
Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week
Sometimes depression means
Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours
Because you cannot convince your body
That it is capable of movement
Sometimes depression means
Not being able to write for weeks
Because the only words you have to offer the world
Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying
Sometimes depression means
That every single bone in your body aches
But you have to keep going through the motions
Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed
Sometimes depression means
Ignoring every phone call for an entire month
Because yes, they have the right number
But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore”
— by “Alexandra” Tilton,
Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists
A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity
Or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye
Sometimes depression means
Not getting out of bed for three days
Because your feet refuse to believe
That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor
Sometimes depression means
That summoning the willpower
To go downstairs and do the laundry
Is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week
Sometimes depression means
Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours
Because you cannot convince your body
That it is capable of movement
Sometimes depression means
Not being able to write for weeks
Because the only words you have to offer the world
Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying
Sometimes depression means
That every single bone in your body aches
But you have to keep going through the motions
Because you are not allowed to call in to work depressed
Sometimes depression means
Ignoring every phone call for an entire month
Because yes, they have the right number
But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore”
— by “Alexandra” Tilton,
You're getting married ten days before my birthday. You think
within ten days you are going to be allowed to get custody of me?
Really? Are you that stupid? I will not live with you and the b
itch. She has beat me, yelled at me, starved me, tried poisoning
me, etc. You sit there and stand up for her. What the heck? Who
does that? You are just dating her, you are my father. Get your
priorities in tack.
