I
finally figured out what she was doing.
She has been finding ways to make me feel like crud.
And I gave in. She
destroyed my self-confidance.
She also destroyed my hope of having a friend who
didn't stab me in the back.
But you know what? Next time she says anything,
I'm gonna tell her that she
can not talk to me until she can say something nice that is
actually worth hearing.
It breaks my heart, but I think I am better off without my best
friends...
who always hurt me.
And I am completely over it. I really just want to slap
her,
but she's trying to dig me into a hole.
A hole similar to the one she put herself in that I couldn't
get her out of.
And you know what
else?
I will get that 1 on my
solo,
and I will do more pushups than her.
I promise.