I wish I knew how to sit
still and let life happen on its own. I always jump to
conclusions and let my emotions attach to an idea that
doesn't exist. I'm never neutral either. I'll put my
cynical outlook on life onto any situation I'm going through,
and when I decide that I should lighten up, my head is up in the
clouds but my feet aren't on the ground. I sabotage myself,
or I get my hopes up.