I wish I knew how to sit
still and let life happen on its own. I always jump to conclusions
and let my emotions attach to an idea that doesn't exist.
I'm never neutral either. I'll put my cynical outlook on
life onto any situation I'm going through, and when I decide
that I should lighten up, my head is up in the clouds but my feet
aren't on the ground. I sabotage myself, or I get my hopes