Indefatigable
adj. Not capable of losing weight.
Enjoy your body, use it every way you can. Don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own.
I’m not particularly tall but I have the
legs of someone who would be. Sometimes I feel like I don’t
belong in my own body and I stare down at it awkwardly sharing a
bed with me like it’s a stranger I brought home with me for
the night.
My hips and rib cage are so closely placed together that at times when I bend certain ways they scrape and collapse into one another — a sickening feeling that makes me frantically pull at the skin of my wrists until the pain subsides.
The voice in my head reminds me of summer and it never matches the wintry voice that comes out of my mouth. My eyes don’t look the same — one is completely brown, the other has a harsh yellowish crescent shape in the iris like something tried to cut its way out.
I feel like scattered dandelion wishes that gathered on the soles of someone’s shoes, a collection of mix and match parts from people I’ll never know and people I never want to know how to live without.
My hips and rib cage are so closely placed together that at times when I bend certain ways they scrape and collapse into one another — a sickening feeling that makes me frantically pull at the skin of my wrists until the pain subsides.
The voice in my head reminds me of summer and it never matches the wintry voice that comes out of my mouth. My eyes don’t look the same — one is completely brown, the other has a harsh yellowish crescent shape in the iris like something tried to cut its way out.
I feel like scattered dandelion wishes that gathered on the soles of someone’s shoes, a collection of mix and match parts from people I’ll never know and people I never want to know how to live without.
My body is an abandoned house that even I have left behind, I no longer call it home. The only ones that visit here are strangers spray painting graffiti on the walls, ghosts, and the lonely who have nowhere else to stay. And too often than not they leave their mess without cleaning up until I do not recognize myself anymore.
