am on
the
verge
of breaking
down.
I've been trying so hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a
war in my mind.
There is a war rageing in my head that no one is seeing
i'm only
human.
i cry and i
breakdown
when words aren't enough....
Have
you
ever
just
wanted
to scream
at the
world,
kick
the
wall,
break
some
sht,
fight,
cry,
and
just
die
all
at once?
I Act Like Everything Is
Fine. I Laugh At People's Jokes, I Do Silly Things With My
Friends And Act Like I Have A Care Free Life. It's Funny
Though. When I Come Back Home, I Just Turn Off That Mental
Switch. Then Suddenly I Break Down. I Feel Alone, Empty, Tired,
I Can't Exactly Describe How I Feel In Words. It's Like I Have
Two Different Me's. One For The Public And One For Myself. Only
If They Knew. Only If.
I can feel a breakdown coming.
i just need to know if everything will be okay in the end..
♥
