My
boyfriend is mad that I talk to my boy bestfriend more than I
talk to him.
Wanna know what I said?
I do that because I'm scared. I'm not good at
expressing my fxcking feelings about people who I really care
about. Yeah, I'll talk about it to other people, but when
I say it to them ( in this case, you ) I get scared. I
don't know why but I do. This was all my fault and I feel
bad. But I'm not gonna just drop Marcus. Yeah, we talk a
lot, but he's my best friend. I'm sorry if you
don't like it, okay? I'm sorry that I don't
express my feelings to you that well, I'm sorry I care
about you enough to not annoy the shxt out of you, I'm
sorry I actually wanna try and be happy, and I'm sorry I
talk to my best friend more than I talk to my boyfriend.
I'm sorry. Ok?