When people , see you upset and you dont wanna tell them , why
your crying Dx You wanna Know ?
Every day , ive been depressed , everyday , im loosing the best
friends i ever had ! Even tho you see me everyday , as happy ,
cheerful , crazy , Im not ! Inside , im crying , depressed and
wishing my life isnt like this ! Im finding more things to
be depressed on everyday !
People say that dreams would come true and they will never go
!
I Dont believe them cos my dreams did come true but there
going!
I dreamed that i would have friends that would understand what im
going through. Now look what happened , Im loosing every single
on of them cos of a Boy ! How stoopid is that ! Me Crying all
what a boy did !
Everyday , In school , i just wanna run off , and start a brand
new life , in a another county and start a life , and wont let
this happen again. Everything i do in my life , happens again
!
Ive told loads of people , they tell me not to worry about what
is going on. every hour , im gettin more worried and then it
gettin worst! When it gets to the worst that i cant handle no
more , nobody cares ! Thats why i dont tell anyone how i feel
untill now !
My friends on facebook , Ignore me
My friends at school dont care
My family give me the most rubbish advice ever
Why should i Give when no-one else DOES ?!
I Think , people do care , but dont wanna show !
I feel better now i wrote this down ! No-one would care tho !
I just wasted my time .... Again
Thanks