I am incredibly awkward.
I get attached easily, and I hold on for too
long.
I don’t like opening up to people.
Most five year old children can express their feelings
better than me.
I hide behind my fake smiles.
I’m probably one of the most difficult people
you will ever meet.
But I can be sweet.
I’m a great listener.
I’ll guard your secrets with my life.
I will never judge you based on your mistakes,
and I’ll love you as much as I can.
I can be, if you let me,
one of the best things in your
life.
I
wish you would just
show up on my doorstep.
Not with anything special,
just you.
And when I’d open the door, you’d smile.
And while I’m trying to figure out what you’re
doing here,
you’d tell me how hard the past months have been,
how much you’ve thought about me.
And then you’d take me into your arms .
Then you’d grab my face and kiss me,
and everything would be
perfect
.
I
believe
the most difficult
situation
you can be ever be faced with
is deciding whether you should just
move
on or hold on
a little tighter.
Move on, and maybe you’ll lose a chance
at the best thing that could have ever happened,
or hold on, and have the possibility of one day
being the biggest disaster ever
created.
I think we spend
too much time wondering
why
we’re
not good enough.
We waste too much time putting
ourselves down,
that we don’t ever stop to see that we are good enough.
We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed,
and never get a chance to look up from the ground
and see that the sun is shining and
that tomorrow is another
day.
It's
the way you look
at
me
when I look at you.
You give me those feelings that I can’t explain.
It’s becoming known to me that
my crush for you is growing into a liking for you.
But of course, I’ll never
show it.
How can I?
I see your perfection.
I know there are others.
What makes me different from them?
I just hope one day I can tell you how I feel.
Hopefully you’ll feel the same.
But what if you don't?
But what if you
do?