Chest Quotes


 

If I could go back…

I wouldn’t
have thrown newspapers at people’s windows at 3 in the morning.

I wouldn’t have tp’d people’s houses
                especially not when it was going to rain

I wouldn’t have hung tampons on their doors
                and stuck pads on their cars.

I wouldn’t have sprayed “niagger”
                in silly string on their car

I wouldn’t have ding dong ditched.

I wouldn’t have gossiped and lied.

I wouldn't have rolled my eyes
                 and talked back

I wouldn’t have laughed at their cruel jokes.

I wouldn’t have said “yes” as a joke.

I wouldn’t have sat idly while all those kids ate alone
                because I had more in common with them than I realized.

I wouldn’t have bullied people
                and made them feel small.

I hate who I was. I hated myself then and I hated who I was now. I've changed, of course. Grown up. But there's no taking back the things I've done. There's no erasing it and if I could change who I was, I would.
 
 

Format: LettingSecretsGo
 


"1. When I walk into CVS, I know exactly where to find the band-aids. Four years of tearing yourself open and you get used to dragging yourself into your nearest drugstore with blood dripping down your sleeve while the employees pretend not to notice and smile at the wall behind you when they ring you up.
2. Swollen lips and sweaty “I love you’s” can make you feel again but god I don’t want to feel anything if it means having to sit there with my throat on fire while my ribs crack and splinter every part of my f*cking body when he stops calling back.
3. I told my mother I wanted to fall in love and she told me she would start planning my funeral.
4. Words get trapped inside my chest and their edges cut into my heart. I wish I could just tell you how much I f*cking miss you. I can’t stop bleeding.
5. My father always told me not to love someone with all of me because they’ll slam the door one night and forget to come home and they will take every fiber of my galactic being and leave me with nothing but the darkness in-between the stars.
6. There are plenty of ways to kill yourself, stick a gun to the back of your throat, fall asleep in the garage with the car on, jump into a river and let the rock in your chest where your heart used to be drag you to the bottom, smoke too many cigarettes, bleed yourself dry. I think the most effective way is kissing someone who’s name you will never be able to say without shaking.
7. You don’t drown in the ocean. You just become part of it. Your hair dissolves into waves, your lips turn to salt, your eyes melt into the sea. They say that drowning is peaceful but when I fell into you water rushed into my ribcage it was just a lot of choking and burning and thrashing and darkness.
8. When I told you I wanted you to f*ck me I didn’t mean f*ck me over.
9. Maybe you should come over. Maybe I should change the locks. I think I love you again.
10. I quit smoking because you could stop my hands from shaking just as well as a pack of cheap cigarettes but you rot my insides even worse."
-My parents keep asking why I haven’t gotten out of bed in two weeks
I know I haven’t called you back in a week but I had a good reason. You asked me why my hands were shaking so damn hard and I couldn’t find the words to tell you that sometimes when two stars collide they form a black hole and your voice is my favorite song and the way your lip quivers when you’re about to cry makes my bones feel like they’re snapping in half and I love you too much to spit the black soul sucking mass of nothingness I feel growing in my chest into your mouth because you’re the brightest thing in the sky and my eyes are closed but I can still see myself burning out and I’m so sorry but I can’t kiss you tonight.

maybe one day I’ll be able to look into your eyes without my heart beating so hard against my chest that my ribs crack but for now I think I’ll stay under the covers where I don’t have to see you or feel how cold your hands have become

Why can't people look past my "great" body?
 
Lightning strikes inside my chest,
T
o keep me up at night.
D
ream of ways to make you understand,
My pain clouds of sulfur in the air.
Are falling everywhere,
It
's heartbreak warfare.
If you want more love why don't you say so?
D
rop his name and twist the knife again.
Watch my face as I pretend to feel no pain,
I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight.
 

Just dance with me
I want to lean my headagainst your chest;
and wrap my arms aroundyour neck
nmq


 
nmf

i was cuddling this guy once n he had his head on my chest n just whispered “what did you just think about?” and i went “netflix” becus i was thinkin about netflix and he just went "oh. your heart sped up and i… ok"
Boy hugs are my most favorite thing ever like when you can feel their muscles tighten around you and press your face into their chest and feel their hair and smell them and sometimes they moan and they're warm and just boys.








Keep the Earth clean,
it's not Uranus.







 
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