Circus Quotes

We happened.
Like a f.ucking circus blowing through town, we happened,
left wrappers and pinwheels littering the ground like dead bodies.
Like the end of a war.
You moved around the house so gracefully, never touching me,
and I laughed because I thought
it was your best act,
waited hours for your hands because I didn’t
want to miss the rest of the show.
We walked past each other
like a trapeze act, like acrobats
on a tightrope, arms spread
on either side like it would save them from falling,
and we were the best act around.
The tent opened, and we were beautiful, effortless, jumping through
rings of fire, catching each other in mid-air, wearing our best clothes.
You loved me so well with the doors open.
You loved me so well with an audience,
but I don’t want the circus anymore.
I don’t want it.
I want to bury it six feet under,
mourn it like a casualty and then move on.
Chalk it up to something that sounds
less like an empty fairground where
we fired our first shots, where we
first started to fracture like a bone.
We may not have worked, but,
my God,
were we good at pretending.
My God,
were we something to look at.

– Caitlyn Siehl

THE CIRCUS IS CHEAPER WHEN IT RAINS

I've taken the same ride too many times. I could fall asleep in the loop. I know the clowns wipe the fake, makeup smiles off their faces once the show is done. I know the lions sleep in cages at night. I know the tightrope walkers have blisters on their feet. I know the ringmaster doesn't believe in what he yells to the crowd anymore. I know the strongman isn't as strong as he once was. I know the candy floss has always been just sugar and air. You are the only reason I come back here every night.