I wish things could be different, it's so hard for me to be around
you now.. And last night i'm so glad that you were here with me
through all this crap.. It was nice having a shoulder to cry on and
having you rub my back. I just wish sooner or later things can
change and we could maybe be together.
Can
I not
have
feelings.
Seeing you
with your
arms around
another
girl broke
my heart
up until
now,
I
still don't get it. I don't get why this had to happen
to both of us. I'm starting to think maybe it was my
fault.. Maybe it's my fault that I couldn't go online
at 6 am because thats when you would wake up and that's the
only chance I can get to talk to you. Maybe it's my fault
that our conversations werent interesting enough to you as they
were to me. Maybe it's my fault that I didn't fight
hard enough for you in the first place. I'm sorry if
that's the case, but you don't seem to fight back for
me either. Maybe I just have to accept the fact that you
don't need me anymore. You're happier without
me.
You came back to me
You said the perfect words
I let you right back in
I fell for you all over again
2 Days.
That's all it took.
For you to say you "couldn't do it anymore"
Well F you.
Because you made me fall in love with you.
It took months for me to get over you
Now i'll have to start all over again.
Why.
Why did i trust you!
You said the perfect words
I let you right back in
I fell for you all over again
2 Days.
That's all it took.
For you to say you "couldn't do it anymore"
Well F you.
Because you made me fall in love with you.
It took months for me to get over you
Now i'll have to start all over again.
Why.
Why did i trust you!
I really thought out of everyone that could hurt me you would never
be that person. But i guess i got my hopes set to high and broken
my walls all over again. You were always there for me and the one
person i was able to go to for anything, I had fallen for you more
than i have ever for anyone in my life, and i really thought that
we were going to be together one day, But i guess that was all a
lie coming from you that i believed. All i can say is i hope your
happy and i hope she loves you right because i guess i couldn't. I
wonder if you even think of me but i'm sure you don't. John i
believed in everything you said, but i guess it was all a show
cause im starting to think you never really cared about me .
Wow
thanks
for
that.
You
just
crushed
me.
This is my Sad reality
wishing for the love thats meant be.
Imagining a made-up world,
to distract myself from life itself
This is my sad reality
Forever alone it seems to be
because of the dysfucntion of my life
and family. And my mind and my thoughts and my childhood.
And my clothes and my damaged heart, and my crushed remains of my self esteem and everything about me
Just a chorus or verse or something i just made, Dont judge please
wishing for the love thats meant be.
Imagining a made-up world,
to distract myself from life itself
This is my sad reality
Forever alone it seems to be
because of the dysfucntion of my life
and family. And my mind and my thoughts and my childhood.
And my clothes and my damaged heart, and my crushed remains of my self esteem and everything about me
Just a chorus or verse or something i just made, Dont judge please
I don't think she loves me... Anymore </3
