Having such a bad week, just want to curl up in a ball, turn on
music and cry.
Nothing or no one can make me feel better like I feel now.
I just wanna go, and leave so I don't have to feel like this anymore.
Nothing or no one can make me feel better like I feel now.
I just wanna go, and leave so I don't have to feel like this anymore.
It's like you're too sad to cry and too tired to sleep.
I think we cry to release the animal parts of us without
losing our humanity.
-Tris, Divergent trilogy, Insurgent
-Tris, Divergent trilogy, Insurgent
So it's okay for you to hurt me, but I can't hurt myself?
Sure....that makes total sense.
"will it
ever get better?"
the real question is will you survive long enough to find out yorself.
the real question is will you survive long enough to find out yorself.
My
future spouse should know:
-I live in books
-I have a billion notebooks, but only use a handful of them.
-I will get excited if a song I like comes on the radio.
-I take horrendously long showers.
-I don't cry much, but when I do, it's at my lowest.
-A hug can go a long way.
-I'm as loyal as they get.
-I get very uncomfortable around too many people.
-I drink coffee all the time.
-I check my watch a lot so I have something to do, not because I have somewhere to be.
-I love surprises.
-I love when people leave little random notes for me. (Post-its, inside covers of books, ect.)
-There isn't a single day that I won't listen to the things on your mind.
-I get through most days by thinking "It'll pass. We'll figure it out."
-I live in books
-I have a billion notebooks, but only use a handful of them.
-I will get excited if a song I like comes on the radio.
-I take horrendously long showers.
-I don't cry much, but when I do, it's at my lowest.
-A hug can go a long way.
-I'm as loyal as they get.
-I get very uncomfortable around too many people.
-I drink coffee all the time.
-I check my watch a lot so I have something to do, not because I have somewhere to be.
-I love surprises.
-I love when people leave little random notes for me. (Post-its, inside covers of books, ect.)
-There isn't a single day that I won't listen to the things on your mind.
-I get through most days by thinking "It'll pass. We'll figure it out."
just hold your
chin up and we'll drown a little bit slower.
"this is me asking
for help. this is me reaching out, and admitting that i'm in
need of assistance. i'm scared. i'm terrified. i used to
fall asleep and pray to god that'd wake up, but now i pray to
god that i don't. i've cried thousands of tears, and
i've done things that really f*cked me up, and i just want to
get better. and i'm sorry that it's 3am and i just woke
you up, but i needed you to know that i want to get better.
i'm sick of feeling empty, like i do all this sh*t for other
people, and i leave myself with nothing. i'm going to stop
hurting other people. i'm going to stop pretending i'm
okay, when i'm really not. it scared me, it really did.
i've gotten so used to picking myself off, brushing off the
dust and telling myself that'd i'd be okay, that i would
keep going and everything would be okay, but this time, i was
lying on my floor, and i couldn't do it. i couldn't pick
myself up. that scared the sh*t out of
me."
