Cut Free for 3 Days
I
don't even know what my motivation was. I was just in bed one
night and just said to myself "I'm not going to
cut" and I didn't. The next night, I was happy when I
went to bed and that stab of depression wasn't as piercing
when I walked through my bedroom door. Then last night I was
looking at the cuts on my legs and tried to think of a reason to
cut that night. The urges were managable so I didn't.
I told my boyfriend today that I've been cut free for 3 days,
but because he doesn't like hearing about it, I told him but
had another part of a conversation in the same message so he
didn't have to reply and of course he didn't.
I don't want to say he gives me motivation to cut, it's
not that.. it's just his not-giving-a-s.hit
doesn't make me want to stop by any means.