Cutting Quotes

i dont know how to tell them im not better
"Take the blade away from me;
I am a freak
I am afraid that all the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me"
i feel like im floating...im spacey and not even high. wtf is happening to me?
i only show what i want them to see. they think they know more than i know they know, but that is not the case. and i want to keep it that way.

i started making art using old, almost empty printer cartridges, in an effort to waste nothing. in doing so, i realised it was a very satisfying outlet as it uses the exact same motions as cutting. the violent creation of lines, but instead of drawing blood, i draw my demons with ink. i represent the turmoil within, on a canvas that is not my body. i hope this way of coping continues to help as well as it has this week.

plot twist: i actually get better. maybe someday.
court mandated sobriety for a year? ive already lost 3 more pounds and cut twice. it has been 4 days. eff everything.

telling a cutter to colour instead is like giving Tums to a cokehead. very different sensations.

this is one of the first times ive stayed clean out of spite
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