Demilovato Quotes

 

You wanna play,  yowannstay,
you wanna have it all.     You started messing
with my head untihit  a wall.
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE
known, maybI shoulhave
KNOWN,  THAT YOU WOULD WALK,
yowould walout the doorhey! ♥


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Never be ashamed of what you feel. You have the right to feel emotion that you want, and to do what makes you happy.
dont ever call a girl fat, Even if your joking.



 
she had a world of chances for you

Accidental Love
Taylors POV
-3 weeks later-
It's been 3 weeks since I fainted. I'm still not awake. I'm in some kind of coma, I think. I don't know when I will wake up,
but I've been having flashbacks of when I was littler.
-3 years ago, 14 years old-
I sat by the river, with my best friend, Destiny.
"Taylor.. I'm sorry.." she said.
"What for?"
"I broke my 133 days. I cut last night." She said, crying.
"Destiny.. It's okay.. I swear. I know you cant stay 133 days clean. It's okay. I know."
"Taylor.. thank you. I love you!" She said, I know she meant friend ways.
"I love you too, but it's late.. shouldn't you go home?"
"Yeah, I'll see you .. tomorrow." She said.
With that, she left and I went home.
Little did I know, tomorrow was...
Never.
The next morning I recieved a message. 
It was from destiny. All it said was: "Goodbye, Taylor. I'm sorry."
What did she mean? 
I called her, what, 12 times? 
She was dead. She committed suicide. 
My best friend.
GONE.
-End of flashback-

I start moving a little.
I woke up.
"Taylor?" I looked up and saw my dad.
"Dad...?"
"Yes, honey. It's your dad. I know you just woke up, but you have to go to a mental hospital. We can't take you home."
"What!? No! I want to go home! Dad, please!!!"
"No honey. I'm sorry we have to do this. Its for the best." He gave me a sad smile and walked out. My mom walked in.
"Taylor! My baby..." She said, crying.
"Mom.. Why can't I stay home.. I don't want to go to that hospital.. I'm fine I swear!" 
"Taylor.. you have too.. The doctors are taking you tomorrow. You are only staying in there for the rest of the year. It's October now.. 2 months. If you don't get better then you have to stay there.."
I put my hands over my face. I wish I died. I really wish.
2 hours pass and I am actually really tired from the pills I have to take for now. 
It's 11:00, and I'm leaving for the hospital tomorrow. I hope it's close to home.
I fall asleep into a deep sleep.
-her dream-
"I love you baby!" The mystery man said.
"I love you so so much!" I say back.
I kiss him then I walk into the house. 
"Taylor baby! I'm glad you found 'The One'" My mother said, laughing.
She hands me my dress. My wedding dress. 
I put it on. I love it!
I got a specialist to do my make up and hair.
Next thing I know, I'm walking to my soon-to-be-husband. 
I smile and I walk to him and he takes my hands. 
We say our vows, and he almost kissed me ( but I woke up )
-END-
I wake up wondering who the man in my dream was.. he looked fimiliar..
I sigh and the doctors tell me to get up so we can leave.
There are little kids out there! I have cuts all the way up my arms!
I also have a rope burn on my neck. I sigh and I look in the mirror and I brush my curly blonde hair. 
My eyes are filled with.. regret.
I regret trying to kill myself. It didn't work and I'm stuck in a mental house now!
I take my pills and I wait until they come in. They walk me out the door.
"Mommy! Whats all over her arms? They look like they hurt!"
"What happened! Did you get hurt?"
A lot of other stuff was asked by little kids. I look at their mothers and I half smile. I want to be a mother, honestly.
One of them looked so sad for me.
Why? I'm not anything special.
We go into thr car/ambulance thing and they take me to the mental place. 
We walk in and I already hate it!
I look around and I feel like crying.
I see people with bruises, and I see people with scars.
They are so beautiful, why did they want to hurt themselves?
Someone looks at me and smiles. I smile back. She looks so nice, and pretty.
The doctors talk to the other girl who works here and then tells me goodbye. She walks out. Now I'm stuck here. 
I walk over to that girl. I'm still wearing what I wore when I tried to kill myself. 
A white T-shirt with grey sweat pants. I'm also wearing black vans.
"Hello.." she said, very shy.
'Hi. I'm Taylor." I smile.
"I'm Demi. Nice to meet you!" She says.
"Why are you here? If you don't mind telling me..."
"Oh.. I'm here because of drugs/selfharm.."
"I'm here because I tried to uh.. kill myself.."
"I-I'm sorry.."
"Its fine. So tell me about yourself."
"Oh wow um.. My full name is Demetria Devonne Lovato, I was born in texas... Uh... My dad was a drunk.. he abused me.. umm.."
We talked for hours. Maybe she could be my new best friend. I really think she's nice.
She's leaving when I am too. 
Maybe this won't be so bad, after all.
(A/N: I'm posting another chapter after this.)
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There's a part of me                            I can't get back
A little girl grew      up too fast
ALL IT TOOK WAS ONCE, I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME
Now I'm taking                                          back my life today
Nothing left that                      you can say,
cause  you  are  never  gonna                                           take  the  blame  anyway
 

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Wheyousoul findthsouiwawaiting
for, when someone walks into your heart
througan open door, when your
hand finds the hand it was meant to
to hold, don't let go. Someone comes
into your world, suddenly
youworlhachanged forever. 

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The things you say, you make me fall harder each day.
You're a trainwreck, but I wouldn't love you if you changed.

 




It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a {smile}

 
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Even if the stars and moon collide
I NEVER WANT YOU BACK INTO
my life, you can take your words and all your lies
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