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    ...News...

    i'm 18!    March 7.
Writing this on 4/14/20 late af lol

It wasn't easy getting to where i am now, i will admit. I'm definitely happier than i have been in years.

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I'm currently 1 year, 6 months and 25+ days clean. My biggest accomplishment.
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A quote i've been going by for a while now is, "Remember and appreciate the small, good things in life. You'll smile more."
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Something I think I really want to say is, "K, I miss you. It'll be our 2 years anniversary on the 30th of this month, April. It's been a year, 3 months, and 23+ days since we lost connection. Please. Come back. I doubt you'll ever see this, but i just need to know you're okay. I miss you. More than anything and anybody. I told you you're irreplaceable. Hell, I wont even use your heart on anybody else. I miss you. I love you. Always and literally forever. I promised, and this is a promise i can't break because I emotionally will never get over you. You've been my best friend forever. I miss you. Come back. Please. Come back for me...
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I wanted to thank everyone especially. This is my therapy when I couldnt talk to anyone. This was my diary, even though its all online and for the world to see. I'll still come by time to time.
I'm almost done with high-school and things are just weird, but we're getting to our goals.

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In, other words...
I'm proud of myself.
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You know, I used to use this site a long time ago. Well, I am back. And I am going to use it to vent. To tell you all the stories of my amazing boyfriend, how he completely got me through the mental damage my Ex left on me, and all the roller coasters in between. From his rough family issues, to my own. An anonymous public diary of sorts. We will see how this goes ☺
Me 12:09 AM
 but i feel myself falling for him more and more every text i get, besides the ones that p*ss me off
 
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:09 AM
Ummm ok I can't relate
 
 
Me 12:10 AM
 oof
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:12 AM
But like how can u fall for him more tho
 
 
Me 12:13 AM
 oh its very possible
 
 
Me 12:14 AM
 you learn more things and youre just like "i f*cking love you what the f*ck" its hard to explain...i cant really express how i feel for him in words
 
 
Fluffy marshmallow 12:14 AM
How tho
 
 
Me 12:17 AM
 like i said, i cant describe it lmao
6/12/18
 Me 3:35 AM
do you ever think why your heart hasnt given up on you yet?
 
 Me 3:36 AM
it's not to torture you
 
Me 3:36 AM
its saying its not too late
 
Fluffy marshmallow 3:37 AM 
Damn (my name) where this come from

Me 3:37 AM
cuz no one really wants to die, they just want the suffering to end. If you're not dead now, there's a reason why you're alive.
 
Fluffy marshmallow 3:39 AM 
I'm not afraid of death lol and same goes for u no death I could give u list of reasons taller than the Empire State building why you're alive
 

Me 3:39 AM
oh my

Fluffy marshmallow 3:39 AM
Is there an issue

Canadian Babe❤ 12:00 AM
 
 
Dear(my name), This past month has been the best month of my life and i wouldn’t wanna spend this 1 month with anyone else💜You literally make everyday better when i’m talking to you because you make me the happiest person. It kills me that i cant be with you in person everyday because all i want to do is to be able to kiss you and be with you everyday😘 There is no one in the world id rather be with over you because you are the most amazing, beautiful, caring, funny, cutest girl in the world. Being able to call you mine is the best thing in the world because you make everything better. You are the one person I go to talk to if i’m ever feeling down because I know you would give your honest opinion about everything. I cant not talk to you for like more than an hour because id probs go insane. Basically I’m saying is that I need you in my life because life without you wouldn’t be the same. We’ve been through ups and downs in our relationship and it’s normal to fight because we’re not always gonna get along although i wish we did. So che posso essere molto testardo e vago quando parliamo di come mi sento, ma alla fine ti dirò tutto proprio come se fossi in grado di parlarti delle mie cicatrici. Mi ci vuole solo del tempo per aprirmi su quella roba.(I know i can be very stubborn and vague when it come to talking about how i feel but eventually i will tell you everything just like was able to tell you about my s. It just takes time for me to open up about that stuff) One day i really hope we will be to meet so that you can see me play hockey so i can smile at you every time i score a goal and so you can wear my jersey. Anyways im ranting now just so i can make it longer so im gonna stop now😂 Je t’aime tellement ( i love you a lot) A tous les jours je réveille excité de parler a toi toute la journée❤️ (everyday i wake up excited to talk to you all day) Sei mio per sempre (you are my forever). J’espère que on peut être ensemble pour un longtemps parce que je ne sais pas quoi faire sans vous💓🔒(i hope we will be together for a longtime because i dont know what i’d do without you) J’aimerais être avec toi pour cette journée mais c’est correcte🙁🙂 (i’d love to spend the day with you but its okay). Ce mois passé a été le meilleur mois de ma vie et je t'aime tellement pour ça❤️(this past month has been the best month of my life and i love you so much for that) Happy 1 Month I love you❤️❤️
6/10/18 12:00 am
"Shhh"     5.10-12.16     6.5.18

Danger Ahead, 
feeling dead.
"I'm fine"
I said.
And you believed me.
I see...
Its the words you pay attention to, 
not the eyes.
Tears stream down..
I'm falling from this breakdown.
Nervous and scared,
I quietly stared
into the night sky,
waiting for these tears to dry.
~ I'm slowly starting to realize I come to witty whenever something is wrong...My page is becoming so depressed...it's not helping~
6.4.2018 

Canadian Babe❤ 11:20 PM
 
 
(My full-ish name), you are the girl i fell in love with through a screen on a childhood game at first i know you didn't believe me because you didn't think you would fall in love with a Canadian boy nearly across the continent. But ever since we started talking again i immediately realized that i was crazy for you madly in love and i would've told you sooner but i couldn't find the words to even form sentences when talking to you. When you asked for my number i literally freaked out because i was like no way is she actually asking me this. When we started talking through text i began to learn more about you and i fell more and more in love with you every second we talked. Frankly i was planning to ask you out like way before i did, but i had to know if you were okay having a long distance relationship and if you were in love with me or if you loved me at all. (my first name) you mean the world to me and im so happy that i met you because you make me smile everyday even though i seem mad a lot im usually smile even when im mad because i cant help but smile when im talking to the girl i love the most im the world❤️ Tu es mon monde. Personne ne peut jamais être aussi incroyable et je t'aime tellement pour ça❤️🔒(You are my world. No one can ever be this amazing and i love you so much for that)
Canadian Babe❤ 11:20 PM
 
 
its not as long as yours but its the best i can do with my french brain

Thank you for being ok, at least in the slightest
~Where did things go wrong?~
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