The butterflies that had always stirred at the feel of his
touch had turned into hornets.
Skin to bone,
steel to rust.
Ash to ashes,
dust to dust.
Let tomorrow have its way
with the promises we made.
Skin to bone,
steel to rust.
Ash to ashes,
dust to dust.
Your deception, my disgust.
When your name is finally drawn,
I'll be happy that you're gone.
Ash to ashes,
dust to dust.
But I, Being Poor Have Only My Dreams. I Have Spread My Dreams Under Your Feet. Tread Softly Because You Tread On My Dreams.
Misanthropy
contempt, or hatred of the human species,
human nature, or society
you confuse me.
I love
him.
I'm in love with him. It's been over
3 years, and I still have feelings for him.
No matter what harm he does, he makes up for it.
Maybe I am desperate, or maybe I'm just tired of waiting. But I'm tired of watching other girls swoon over him and watching him giving them what they want.
I don't understand why I try to be witty and clever, pretty and flirty when all he does is look past me, or look at me with disgust.
I just want him to be honest with me. I can change. I can be anyone he wants me to be, except her.
I don't even know why I want him so badly, maybe it's because I've known him all my life and there has been no one else that is even close to being as perfect as he is.
And maybe the reason why I'm not with him is because he's known me my whole life and there is nothing worth going after. </3
No matter what harm he does, he makes up for it.
Maybe I am desperate, or maybe I'm just tired of waiting. But I'm tired of watching other girls swoon over him and watching him giving them what they want.
I don't understand why I try to be witty and clever, pretty and flirty when all he does is look past me, or look at me with disgust.
I just want him to be honest with me. I can change. I can be anyone he wants me to be, except her.
I don't even know why I want him so badly, maybe it's because I've known him all my life and there has been no one else that is even close to being as perfect as he is.
And maybe the reason why I'm not with him is because he's known me my whole life and there is nothing worth going after. </3
Of course I still have feelings for him.
Only this time
it's of angry, hatred, &
disgust.
raynaalealinxo
Misanthropy
a generalized disklike, ditrust, disgust,
contempt, or hatred of the human species,
human nature, or society.
When you're at the movies with a
guy you like:
Previews start: Me: Okay, the lights dimmed.. I have the rest of the movie to grab his hand.
Movie starts: Me: I'll just place my hand on my lap close to his leg.
Middle of movie: Me: Omg, I'm such a wuss. The movie is like halfway over already!
Towards the end: Me: Just do it. Go for it. Nope. No I can't. I don't know the point anymore.
Him: *watching the movie like a normal person*
Credits start rolling: Me: I disgust myself.
Previews start: Me: Okay, the lights dimmed.. I have the rest of the movie to grab his hand.
Movie starts: Me: I'll just place my hand on my lap close to his leg.
Middle of movie: Me: Omg, I'm such a wuss. The movie is like halfway over already!
Towards the end: Me: Just do it. Go for it. Nope. No I can't. I don't know the point anymore.
Him: *watching the movie like a normal person*
Credits start rolling: Me: I disgust myself.
