Disorders Quotes

i knew it was bad when i started wanting to purge again...
Wednesday  8/10/16

Current Status
: Still feeling suicidal and very depressed. Made an emergency appointment with my counselor for tomorrow, and we have our first couples counseling appointment on Friday.

A lot has happened since my last (and first) post. The negativity between my fiance and I has gotten even worse. A random girl texted him and he won't tell her to stop. She texts him late at night and he does nothing about it but laugh in my face because it bothers me.

He seems to think that he is going to be allowed to tear me apart in couples counseling, but I think he's in for a surprise.

Main point is, I still want to kill myself.



****If you are confused by this post, please refer to my first post. You will understand the purpose behind this.
Confession #15

When I was 11 months old I had a grand mal seizure that caused my brain enough trauma to make it so I have the disorders that I do.
When I weighed 140 pounds, I wanted a gap between my thighs. I wanted light to shine through that gap to get rid of the darkness in my soul.
I wanted to be light.
I wanted to fly to get rid of the heaviness weighing down on my bones.
I wanted to see the white on my rib cages so my mind wouldn’t seem so black. But what nobody warns you is, the only thing you are starving yourself of is happiness.
For every meal that goes down the toilet, a part of your sanity goes with it.
You do not get lighter, darling.
You get even heavier.
Your bones get weaker and they will break at any second.
By thinking you can’t control anything else,
you try to control your food, your weight, your body.
But what they don’t tell you is you lose control of everything.
You were so desperate for light that you let yourself be thrown into the dark
just to watch
the flames of hell burning.

 


Winnie the Pooh? Eating Disorder
Tigger? ADHD
Eeyore? Depression
Piglet? Anxiety
Rabbit? OCD
Christopher Robin? Schizophrenia
Who are you?

I guess the reason why

people diagnose themselves with all these mental and eating disorders is because they don't know themselves and just want to have an explanation of who they are


 
Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again.My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again.My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again. My mom yelled at me yesterday, she's so bipolar! You almost gave me a panic attack! You look so anorexic! Quit being psycho! Yesterday I was feeling really depressed. I swear I'm like retarded. My insomnia is bad! My O.C.D is coming out again.
mental disorders are not adjetives.
Doing a paper on eating disorders..<3
Mental Disorders are NOT adjectives
"My mom yelled at me today, she's so bipolar."
"You almost gave me a panic attack."
"You look so anorexic."
"Quit being psycho."
"You look so depressed."
"I swear, I'm like retarded."
"I stayed up until 1 AM, my insomnia is so bad."
"My OCD is coming out again."

 



If beyonce doesn't need a thigh gap,
Then why should you?
 

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