I'm having a
mental break down.
I have no idea why, but I just started balling my eyes out.
I suddenly just felt like I need to die this second.
All the feelings that I have hidden just bursted out of me at the
same time.
I called Gavin but I couldn't even talk I was crying so
hard.
He's on his way over.
I'm only making this quote to distract myself,
because if I just sit and think for too long,
I hurt myself,
or try to kill myself.
I just need to be distracted from my mind for a few minutes.
He'll be here soon,
and I'll be okay.
I'll try to be okay.