"I'm like a dog chasing cars, I
wouldn't know what to do if I caught one, you know? I just do
things.."--
Joker
We put my puppy down today. She was 13 years old. Hard to think
it had been that long. I'm really going to miss her. I loved her
a lot.
13/01/2015
I have a dog. She is young and small and cries when I leave
the room. I have a dog, and she is white and fluffy and wags
her tail when I come home. I have a dog, she is still a baby
and sometimes I have to feed her because she is fickle. I have
a dog, but to me she is a person. She is a person because when
I have started crying she is quick to lick away my tears, and
when I worry she nudges her face into my shoulder until I laugh
into her fur. She is a person because she has a personality,
more of one that most people I have ever met, and she is my
friend. Dogs may seem dumb and inferior but they are capable of
feeling love and sadness, they can sense when things are wrong,
and they can feel pain. I have a dog, but it does not take a
dog-owner to feel love for one. Today I feel love for Angel,
who had sadly passed due to the cruelty of others. Today I feel
sick and sad, as I have discovered the true lacking of human
nature. Today I hope that heaven exists, because all angels
should get to go to heaven.
Yes I am 17 years old. And yes I am terrified of dogs.
and NO I didn't choose to wake up one day and become absolutely
terrified of them. And yes it really hurts when you make fun of
me, mock me, call me names and yes film me when I am having my
little freak outs. Of all people I am totally aware my fear may
seem childish to you and I'm sorry. And you may be thinking but
Courtney don't you have a dog? Yes my family has a dog. And yes I
can be around her for the most part with no problem, but it
hasn't always been this way. When we first got here I SCREAMED
every time she barked (I still scream if she catches me off
guard). If she jumped I ran the other way. And I couldn't be left
alone with her. To this day the longest I ever ever been alone
with her is 15 minutes and yes I'm aware it's not that long. And
this is all I really feel comfortable with right now. I love my
dog to death and if she can't help it she scares me. She melts my
heart with her beautiful eyes and I'd do anything for her. But
when she dose certain things she scares me. YES I know some bozo
out there is like "well um you aren't really afraid of dogs if
you own one" Correction people have different variations of
fears. I can be around a select few of dogs and be fine but then
when I'm around others I'm not so fine. I can't explain why it's
just the way it is. I know some of you are asking yourself why
I'm putting this out there in the internet. Well 1: If I can help
someone and let them know they aren't alone then it's totally
worth it. I know what it feels like to feel alone 2: IM SO SICK
AND TIRED of being looked down upon and mocked and ridiculed for
my fear. (Especially by certain family members) I would do
ANYTHING to change it but I can't. If you have actually read all
this thank you :) something pushed me over the edge today and I
just needed to let it all go.
Dogs look up at
us
Cats look down on us
And pigs treat us as equals.
Cats look down on us
And pigs treat us as equals.
Tired of constant blonde jokes, a blonde dyes her hair brown. She goes for a drive in the country and sees a shepherd herding his sheep across the road.
"Hey, shepherd, if I guess how many sheep are here, can I keep one?" she asks.
The shepherd agrees. She blurts out, "352!"
The shepherd is stunned but keeps his word and allows her to pick a sheep.
"I'll take this one," she says proudly. "It's the cutest!"
"Hey lady," says the shepherd. "If I guess your real hair color, can I have my dog back?"
