“I
don’t want to hear any of the songs in my playlist.
It’s been that way for days,
and it took me forever and a half to figure out why. Because no
matter how many
relatable lyrics I hear, they won’t ever fully understand
what this feels like. There
are no words. You just feel it and try not to show that it’s
all you can focus on.
You try not to let it show that it’s ruining
you.”