"I'm so tired
of the rain falling softly on the ground,
just enough to get my feet wet but not enough to let me drown.
I've been laying in my bed wishing I had never woken,
begging god to rid my head of every word you've ever
spoken.
Broke my knuckles on the wall because I thought about the call
where you said you'd always love me, do you not tell the truth
at all?
Well if I ever cross your mind make sure you write down the
times,
so I will know the moments I was eating you alive.
Now I lay here waiting with the hope that I might find some
sleep
I need some sleep tonight.
'Cause I've been waiting on your call and I know it will
never come
but I'm still waiting by the phone.
And don't you dare, say you ever loved me or even tell me
that
you cared cause you knew what you were doing and you know
just what you've done."