who ever heard of an aromantic who writes loves stories gdi
"Everyone loves himself,
but loving others is the most daunting task.
In fact, the key reason for feeling low, hurt, rejected or dejected in one’s life is that he expects the same level of love from others as he loves himself."
but loving others is the most daunting task.
In fact, the key reason for feeling low, hurt, rejected or dejected in one’s life is that he expects the same level of love from others as he loves himself."
~Anuj Somany
I just want someone to pin my back against the wall and kiss
me..
Is that too much to ask for?
Is that too much to ask for?
Sometimes
you
just
have
to scream
at the
top
of your
lungs
then
just
cry
it all
out
Shopping for dresses makes me feel all pretty and
girly, swimsuit shopping on the otherhand
practically leaves me in tears.
Since young, I
wasn't really taught by my parents on 'how to love'.
Life used to be very easy for me as we could afford to buy
anything we wanted without complaints. I basically just did
anything I wanted to, it was easy; but coming to reality right
now when I'm becoming older, it's hard to accept
people's love. I've rejected many, I've given many,
I've learnt a lot. I've tried to be a good person, it
didn't help much - I got betrayed, got played, got cheated,
got fooled; and then I became a bad person, it was great - made
enemies with many and I had friends whom actually are still
friends with me since young. I tried being a nicer person again,
but however with me doing so, things don't go the way I want
them to, you know? I had to overcome being lied to and being
fooled, it's not so nice. Once, I felt like I've begun to
like this significant other, so I took a chance into talking to
him, trying to make friends with him, trying to make him
comfortable talking to me; I had to be nice. But you know what?
He demanded for things, things I couldn't give. I tried so
hard to avoid some topics I wouldn't go through with him, I
tried so hard, but he just kept coming and coming. Demanding, for
more...and more. Trust, is hard. Being nice is such a misery,
I'd always have to remind myself not to hurt anyone's
feelings, but now, I really can't. When people are too nice,
other people treat it as an advantage to take over. I
really don't know to whether be nice or
not.
A
People
getting
things
or people
they
don't
deserve
makes
me question
why
I even
try
to do
the
right
thing
and
be a
good
person
Here
we go
again!
I just spent the past hour
strategically playing my ps3
game, only to run out of ammo
IN THE MIDDLE OF KILLING THESE
B.ITCHES. Like, I'm going to have
to go stand in the line of fire just
so I die and my game resets to right
before the ambush. And, I mean,
that isn't that far, at all.. but I WAS
PLAYING WITH STRATEGY. It took
forever to slowly lure my enemies
to me to their inevitable demise.
Like, I'm horrible when it comes
to ranged weapons on video
games, so slowly having them
come to me was important vs.
going in shooting everything up
like a mad man, important and
TIME CONSUMING AND I RAN OUT
OF F.UCKING AMMO. idk, I'm tired,
I have a headache, I fancy a soda
(soda that I do not posess at this
moment in time, but none-the-less, fancy),
and this may mean diddly squat to you but
this is like a huge slap in the face, man.
lol nah, I'll most likely delete this because
no one cares. pretty pointless but yknow
I have no friends to express my frustration
to, so f.ucking deal (in a nice way.)
strategically playing my ps3
game, only to run out of ammo
IN THE MIDDLE OF KILLING THESE
B.ITCHES. Like, I'm going to have
to go stand in the line of fire just
so I die and my game resets to right
before the ambush. And, I mean,
that isn't that far, at all.. but I WAS
PLAYING WITH STRATEGY. It took
forever to slowly lure my enemies
to me to their inevitable demise.
Like, I'm horrible when it comes
to ranged weapons on video
games, so slowly having them
come to me was important vs.
going in shooting everything up
like a mad man, important and
TIME CONSUMING AND I RAN OUT
OF F.UCKING AMMO. idk, I'm tired,
I have a headache, I fancy a soda
(soda that I do not posess at this
moment in time, but none-the-less, fancy),
and this may mean diddly squat to you but
this is like a huge slap in the face, man.
lol nah, I'll most likely delete this because
no one cares. pretty pointless but yknow
I have no friends to express my frustration
to, so f.ucking deal (in a nice way.)
