6/1/18 7:49pm
No, don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed.
Don't tell me I'm going back to my old self,
don't tell me I'm going back to what I used to do that wasn't good for me.
Don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed!!!
I thought I was okay...
Am I not?
No, don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed.
Don't tell me I'm going back to my old self,
don't tell me I'm going back to what I used to do that wasn't good for me.
Don't tell me I'm lying.
I promised I was better.
I promised I changed!!!
I thought I was okay...
Am I not?
Thank you for being ok, at least in the
slightest
~Where did
things go wrong?~
~it's fine,
i'm not expecting you to do anything, you don't need to.
i just needed to say something. Sucks to see a friend drown and
not know why~
"Istg if you're messing with me"
....
"i'm not, but we can pretend like i am"
....
"no, our friendship and your life isn't a joke to me, so i'm not going to pretend."
please, let it be a joke.
If it is, i'd be relieved,
but also terrified asf.
I can't handle something like this.
You have no idea how much you mean to me.
....
"i'm not, but we can pretend like i am"
....
"no, our friendship and your life isn't a joke to me, so i'm not going to pretend."
please, let it be a joke.
If it is, i'd be relieved,
but also terrified asf.
I can't handle something like this.
You have no idea how much you mean to me.
4/29-30/18 x
5/31-6/1/18
6.1.18
I had another breakdown at 12:22am 6/1/18
but it wasn't because of him,
it was because of you.
I know i was playfully mad at you,
or even jealous,
just for leaving me.
But i'll never forgive myself if you actually leave.
It's 10:55am, same day and i still have the tear stains from 8 to 10 hours ago.
They're being covered and more are joining right now..
Heck, friends or not,
I love you.
Don't go...
Please fight,
fight for her,
fight for me,
fight for yourself,
fight for anyone,
fight for your life,
Please.
You don't deserve this.
No one deserves that.
We only knew each other for a month,
but so much has happened.
We were able to trust each other.
I trusted you with everything i said.
I trusted you to tell me anything and everything.
Telling me when you say you're good but you're actually not...
That hit.
That hit hard.
How could i not know better?
Telling me that i may not see you again,
i wish our last conversation wasn't that!
God, don't let that be the last time we conversate!!!!
I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE REPLACEABLE,
I DON'T WANT TO REPLACE YOU.
YOU'RE IRREPLACEABLE,
to me at least...
"You're an amazing girl (name), don't let any d*ck tell you otherwise, ok?"
"i know better than to listen to them"
I couldn't delete that conversation...
I won't ever forget you...
Please stay..
Do you know how hard it is to type all of these without being able to see the keyboard clearly?
Thank you for being my best friend, you'll always be my best friend.
I'll always love you.
Please don't let that time be the last time we conversate.
I had another breakdown at 12:22am 6/1/18
but it wasn't because of him,
it was because of you.
I know i was playfully mad at you,
or even jealous,
just for leaving me.
But i'll never forgive myself if you actually leave.
It's 10:55am, same day and i still have the tear stains from 8 to 10 hours ago.
They're being covered and more are joining right now..
Heck, friends or not,
I love you.
Don't go...
Please fight,
fight for her,
fight for me,
fight for yourself,
fight for anyone,
fight for your life,
Please.
You don't deserve this.
No one deserves that.
We only knew each other for a month,
but so much has happened.
We were able to trust each other.
I trusted you with everything i said.
I trusted you to tell me anything and everything.
Telling me when you say you're good but you're actually not...
That hit.
That hit hard.
How could i not know better?
Telling me that i may not see you again,
i wish our last conversation wasn't that!
God, don't let that be the last time we conversate!!!!
I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE REPLACEABLE,
I DON'T WANT TO REPLACE YOU.
YOU'RE IRREPLACEABLE,
to me at least...
"You're an amazing girl (name), don't let any d*ck tell you otherwise, ok?"
"i know better than to listen to them"
I couldn't delete that conversation...
I won't ever forget you...
Please stay..
Do you know how hard it is to type all of these without being able to see the keyboard clearly?
Thank you for being my best friend, you'll always be my best friend.
I'll always love you.
Please don't let that time be the last time we conversate.
(He spammed me by saying my name but i rather not reveal
it)
(I did the same to him and after that, i said this)
me 8:04 PM
(I did the same to him and after that, i said this)
me 8:04 PM
hahaha i just read a joke and hsjshsjs i wanna tell you it
cuz its cheesy and funny to me at least cuz im short and it kinda
makes sense hehe
me 8:04 PM
imma tell you it anyways
me 8:05 PM
as i was saying , if a short person were to wave at you,
it's called microwave c(:
me 8:05 PM
i laugh at the dumbest stuff okay
me 8:05 PM
AND IT KINDA WORKS CUZ IMMA SHNACK
me 8:06 PM
hjdhsjhjs okay im done 😂😂😂
(He seemed to have only gotten my spam where i was saying his
name)
Canadian Boy❤ 8:15 PM
Canadian Boy❤ 8:15 PM
yes?
Canadian Boy❤ 8:25 PM
(my name)
me 9:05 PM
hi
me 9:05 PM
hmmm
Canadian Boy❤ 9:05 PM
finallyyy
me 9:06 PM
i ate and did dishes hello
me 9:06 PM
you didnt get the cringey texts???
Canadian Boy❤ 9:06 PM
mhm i realized that
me 9:06 PM
FINE W MEEE
Canadian Boy❤ 9:06 PM
what cringy texts?
me 9:06 PM
nothing hehe 😅
Canadian Boy❤ 9:06 PM
nooo
~Awkward moment:~When he thinks you're tryna play 21
questions but all you know is to ask questions to keep
conversation and then he points it out... ~Him: yo is you tryna
play a game or sum?? ~Me: of basketball? (he was playing
basketball earlier) ~Him: no i just came in i mean t or d or 21
questions. ~Me: oh i was aboutta say "nah i suck" lmao and
honestly, just tryna keep conversation, but yknow, i cant people
to people so its kinda hard peopleling. ~Him: what. ~Me: i suck
at texting ok. ~Him: lmao.
Wanna test me? Go ahead, I ain't gonna do crap. I learned that
kids run around and run their mouths until they're tired. So,
I'mma let you do your thing. 💚
