I am now single. I found a way
to get my boyfriend (now ex) to break
up with me, with him thinking it was
his idea. I couldn't do it because I'm
so f.ucked up, I actually feel bad
about breaking his heart. After all
the hitting, the r.ape, and down right
disrespect, I was still so afraid of
hurting him; even though he has hurt
me so much, in so many ways.