I am not in a
competition with anyone else. I run my own race. I have no
desire to play the game of being better than everyone else
around me in any way, shape or form. I won't go and replace
you just to "distract myself" because that would only
hurt someone else. I'm not even gonna let other guys who
have liked for over a year touch me because i'm
not as trashy of a person as you are to just bounce
from relationship to relationship. I'm just gonna
look up to the sky and worry about me. After all, this is my
life, my decisions, my health, my relationship, my
struggles & above all, my happiness. I'm at the point
where playing games is no longer on my list of things to do.
All i know is i gave you my all & you were too blind to
notice. But, he.ll, i haven't shed a single tear over you
& im not gonna beg for you to come back; i'm gonna
go out, meet new people, & do me. You do you.