Gohome Quotes

You ain't sittin at my table, hope you starve.
I think suicidal people
are just angels that

want to go home.

 
go home and take a shower
sit on the floor of the shower
and wait until you run out of hot water.

 

so many of you get butthurt over the littlest things.
 

I wish I wasn't even here... I don't want to be here... I get made fun of because what I wear... I don't want to go to school anymore because I get made fun of.. I want to go home and cry but I have cheer practice after school...




 






















i've come to the conclusion that 

i basically have to try to look nice wherever i go now because recently i've seen girls literally dressed up just to go to wal-mart or target as well as seeing a lot of hot guys from school at places where i least expect them to be so leaving the house looking like the lovechild of jabba the hutt and a garbage can is probably no longer acceptable.

Summer that changed it all 





Chapter 2 
  I walked until my feet were to an aching point . Than i had to had to face my problems.Something i was never good at . I always made the wrong decisions . The closer i got to my house the more nervous i got . I could feel my heart beat accelerating with each step . I felt the sweat start to accumulate on my hands . The overwhelming thoughts in my head  not sure wether to be  angry , sad  ,both , or just accept what happened and move on . All i knew was i was going to decide quickly , because my house was coming into my line of vision . Closer and closer each step i took staring at the street as if it was going to stop moving . Finally i had reached the tip of my drive way and my decision had been made i was going to come clean . She wouldn't care anyway .I twisted the knob open and walked in there my mom was tears still flooding from her face sitting on the couch .
"Taylor !"She exclaimed sh*oting up from the couch . Immediatley wrapping me in a hug . In which i responded hugging back .
"I'm sorry . i'm so so sorry ."My mother said into my hair . 
I didn't say anything i just pulled out of the hug . 
"I'm ready ."I said .
"Ready for what ?"My mom asked confused . 
"To awnser your many questions . "I replied my moms lips forming into a smile as if to say thank you .We sat on the couch tension present . Well at least for me . 
"How long ?"My mother asked . 
"Freshman year . When things became to much ." I replied .
"Why ?"She asked looking as if she was going to burst into tears at any given moment . 
"Bullying , other stuff .."I trailed off . 
"And i never even knew .."My mom said guilt rolling off her every word . 
I rolled  my eyes .
"How could you ?"I asked rhetorically .
"This has to change . "My mom said thougthfully  wiping her tears . 
"What has to change ?"I asked .
"This . You're moving in with your grandmother for the summer . I wish i could help , i wish i could have the time , i wish i could be there for you .With the amount of work i have i can't and i want to leave you with someone who can ."My mom said through tears .
"I'm sorry .. "I said bursting in tears .
"For what darling ?"My mom asked .
"For being so uncontrollable  , so reck*ess , so bothersome , so wrong , so me."I said knowing every word coming out of my mouth were true i was a walking human disaster . 
"It's not your fault .It's mine , and i'm trying to change it . After your final tomorrow pack your bags for the summer . You'll be staying with grandma Kara in South Carolina "My mom explained seemingly sad. 
"Okay ."I responded . 
It's not that i minded going there  , because i didn't have anything to hold onto here anyway .It's just moving from here to the south sure was going to be a change .What was hard to accept was the  fact my mother was just sending me off to my grandmothers . Just like that as if i was nothing . Even if my grandmother?Really my grandmother ?She's probably going to care less than my mother . I had only seen her once when i was younger maybe seven or so other than that i had never seen her so this would be interesting .


I am not in a competition with anyone else. I run my own race. I have no desire to play the game of being better than everyone else around me in any way, shape or form. I won't go and replace you just to "distract myself" because that would only hurt someone else. I'm not even gonna let other guys who have liked for over a year touch me because i'm not as trashy of a person as you are to just bounce from relationship to relationship. I'm just gonna look up to the sky and worry about me. After all, this is my life, my decisions, my health, my relationship, my struggles & above all, my happiness. I'm at the point where playing games is no longer on my list of things to do. All i know is i gave you my all & you were too blind to notice. But, he.ll, i haven't shed a single tear over you & im not gonna beg for you to come back; i'm gonna go out, meet new people, & do me. You do you.

Tags? Go home Steve, you're drunk.
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