March 7th, 2013.
Dear Friend,
Kale wasn't at Youth Group tonight,
I was kinda bumbed out about that but I mean, Youth group is a time
to be with God... Not to think about boys. I did see Amelia, Peyton and Collin though which was nice,
we all talked and hung out. It was great. That other boy which I
told you about in the last letter the one that Amelia and I both
used to like..he was there too. He is younger than us but we both
had the biggest crush on him which I don't think either of us
have really gotten over but you know. We will call him Landon. I
feel like I should just explain the story about us. Well, last
summer we hung out a lot. We both had crushes on eachother...me a
little more so than him but we hung out everyday. We talked, went
to movies, took walks, listened to music and made videos to remind
us of summer. He was my best friend. Then something bad happend. I
don't feel like going into all the details or anything but
I'll just say that we kinda teamed up on one of my good friends
( I'll call her, Leah) and we were mean to her. I regret
doing that but he doesn't so I think that is one of the reasons
that we aren't as close as we used to be plus I feel like we
both changed when summer ended. Anyway, then he just stoped really
talking to me and I wasn't really allowed to hang out with him
anymore and our relationship faded away. He does still come over
ocasionally when my brother asks him to because they are friends
but we aren't like we used to be around eachother. So, I moved
on. I still however like him a bit which may sound crazy after what
happend.
Anyway, I am now trying to get sleepy so I can go to bed. I am
drinking some warm, herb tea and I am in my pajamas. I had a small
tummy ake earlier but I took some pills and it went away which I am
glad about because I do not want to go to bed with a sore belly.
Well, it is getting a bit late so I should probably get off my
computer.
Love always,
Lizzy