20 minutes ago I
stopped myself from walking off a platform in front of an
incoming train and 15 minutes ago I started texting my
friends and 14 minutes ago I gave up on asking for their help
amd 14 minutes ago I started crying alone in a train station
and 8 minutes ago I started walking home and 20 minutes ago I
didn't die but 6 minutes ago I realised I still wanted
to.
