I've been deprived of nearly all
communication with the male species for almost an entire week. AN
ENTIRE WEEK. You know what happens when girls don't talk to
guys for a week??? They start hitting on college football
players!!!!! #boycrazy
A lot of the time.. I
get so depressed and caught up over my best friends death..
That I completely forget that I'm the one that's still
alive..
I lost myself completely.
i am so stressed out because tomorrow is my last day
of junior year aka my last year to change my GPA but my grades
this year were not good and so my GPA is going to be awful and
I don't know what I'm going to do and I have no idea
what I want to do in the future or what college I want to go to
but I don't even know if I can get into a good college plus
my extracurriculars aren't that outstanding or great and oh
my gOD i wake up in the middle of the night and can't go
back to sleep just thinking about this i don't know what to
do and feel sick to my stomach because i don't think
i'm going to have a bright future