I hate
mothers day because everybody gets to tell their mom how
much they love them and get them a present. How am I supposed
tell my mom I love her or get her flowers when she's been
gone for 5 years now? I miss her so much, I just want to
see her again and sit in her lap and have her hold me like she
used to when I was little. Whenever I was sad, she would notice
and cheer me up. She was always the one person I could turn to
whenever I needed help, or even just a hug. She was the perfect
mother, someone all the other kids were jealous of. The
'cool' mom. She was my hero. I want her back.. I miss my
mommy.
❝Everyone
you idolize wakes up scared to be themselves
sometimes.
he saved her from tears
he saved her from pain
he saved her from fears
he saved her from battles
he saved her from fights
he saved her from mirrors
he saved her from lonely nights
he saved her from cruelty
he saved her from bullies
he saved her from hate
he saved her from demons
he saved her from the world
he saved her from blades
he saved her from herself
he is her hero
he is her sunshine
he is her angel
he is her everything
and they haven't ever met.
he saved her from pain
he saved her from fears
he saved her from battles
he saved her from fights
he saved her from mirrors
he saved her from lonely nights
he saved her from cruelty
he saved her from bullies
he saved her from hate
he saved her from demons
he saved her from the world
he saved her from blades
he saved her from herself
he is her hero
he is her sunshine
he is her angel
he is her everything
and they haven't ever met.
So now a lot of people are looking at me like a villian
or looking at me like an inspirational hero.
And I honestly don't care which one you think of me as.
I'm going to keep doing what I'm doing.
or looking at me like an inspirational hero.
And I honestly don't care which one you think of me as.
I'm going to keep doing what I'm doing.
So today a man named Phil
Lester hit 1 million YouTube suscribers.
That man, AmazingPhil, really is amazing.
He taught me to smile. He encourages me to wake up every day and be exactly who I am. He makes me feel okay with being a weird kid. He's made me laugh when I wanted to cry and gotten me through some of the worst parts of my life.
I am and always will be proud to be a Phillion. One of the millon.
Congrats Phil, you deserve it.xx <3
That man, AmazingPhil, really is amazing.
He taught me to smile. He encourages me to wake up every day and be exactly who I am. He makes me feel okay with being a weird kid. He's made me laugh when I wanted to cry and gotten me through some of the worst parts of my life.
I am and always will be proud to be a Phillion. One of the millon.
Congrats Phil, you deserve it.xx <3
❝Show
me a hero and I will write you a
tragedy.
Would you die for the one you love?
I have to post this.
I'm going to vent here. About the arrest of Austin Carlile.
The fact that Austin was arrested for basically standing up for Katelyn Norman made me gain A LOT more respect for him, instead of losing it all. Katelyn was a fan of his who passed away a few days ago from bone cancer. He even had her name tattooed under his knee. He cared about her SO much. I'll definitely be a fan of this man forever. I don't know why he's getting so much hate for this. Why are people calling him so many names? Hating on him? Saying he's a 'bad role model'? He doesn't deserve this at all. Austin has been going through SO much lately, with the loss of his fan. He has a hard life himself. It's honestly so heartbreaking for him and so many more other people. He was arrested for assault on Saturday become some d0uch3 bag guys decided to talk bad about Katelyn to his face. What the actual f/k? YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY TO JOKE ABOUT A POOR LITTLE GIRL WITH CANCER? Those guys are so so sick. Sick people. Austin wasn't even the first to start throwing punches. He was defending himself and a fan he loved and admired. It's f/king pathetic that the other guys got away with it and Austin ended up in jail for 3 days. And it's pathetic that he's losing 'fans' over this. This is when the real fans come out. No matter what I'll always love and admire Austin so freaking much. What he did wasn't even that bad. Like I said, he was defending himself and that poor girl Katelyn. God bless this man. He's a human. And humans f/king make mistakes. So all you haters get the f/k over it and grow the f/k up. Austin has saved so many lives you have no idea. Once a hero, always a hero.
It kills me to see him like this. You can see in his mugshot that his eyes are full of tears, that he's so so scared and upset. He's terrified. He feels like he's let all his fans down, but he hasn't, he's been here for all of us. So we'll be here for him. If Austin is sentanced to jail, we riot.
