i feel good by myself but i don't feel like i
can love the same ever again. i can't stop talking about myself
and i feel like part of my empathy and capibility to love has
withered. i know it's only been one and a half months since we
broke up, and it gets better, i get that. and trust me, i'm so
much better already. i've made so much progress so far and am
awaiting more in the near future. but i feel like this first love,
followed by its breakup, just changed me in a way that made me more
selfish. it's good to be selfish, i suppose. it's good to
care for yourself and put yourself first. but my favorite part of
myself is to be unselfish and be curious about others. while i am
curious about others, i also ramble on and on about myself, as if i
suffocated throughout the whole relationship and never spoke a word
to anyone... please let me stop talking... i am only interested in
listening.