Hurting Quotes

My fading scars triger me....
My thoughts have runined me more than my blades ever could..
My thoughts have runined me more than my blades ever could..
Just one more cut.. Won't hurt...It's just one more.. 
I want to LIVE..
NOT Exsit. 
If it makes any since. 
Wondering what it would be like to be truley happy..
For the blade not to be your best friend..
For food not to make you wanna puke..
To be Happy..

Each day I live, the pain consumes
What little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a cloud of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog

Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?

Depressed to a fault, that all I see
Death just seems like the only way for me
A waste of time, I feel I am
But that's its nature, a full mind jam

I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Makes me want to end it today

Uncomfortable around others for the way I feel
I pray and wish this all wasn't real
Life just seems more like a prison
Caged, alone, an abomination risen

No one could ever understand
Why I would want my death sooner than planned
Its not something I want for me
But to end my suffering this is what has to be

So I write this all as I fall from grace
Down to this place, some barren waste
I know not how much longer I will last
But all I can do, is pray that this will just pass.. 

 


Oh but it’s not the love,
The love is beautiful.
Sometimes it makes you feel like a tiny grape,
Crushed simply by their forefinger and baby thumb,
Your fate exposed and lying helplessly in the power of
This human.
Whom you could raise to the sky and still not achieve the gratification they deserve,
Oh it’s not the love.

It’s a fact.
Their thoughts don’t waver on you throughout the day,
Praying for your happiness, like you for them.

It’s the difference.
That when you pass them by and smile or say ‘hi’,
They won’t grin about it for hours after.
They may not grin about it at all.
And that fact drives a giant punched hole,
Through the centre of your heart.

You hope,
This person will fill up the hole.
But this hope turns to longing,
And this longing turns to aching.
And this aching causes something greater,
Expanding with time.
Until it makes you want to fold away your entire being,
Your entity.

The fact is...


It hurts.



 
                                                                                 -byphee

I hurt too much
for things that shouldn't
                                          bother me at all
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