Why
would you be any different? I thought you were actually going to
stick around. I can't believe I fell for your act again. You
never meant it when you said "best friends." Congrats
on breaking my heart more than anyone else could ever
do
I try
to talk
about
these
life
talks
with
you,
I try
to stay
calm
but every
time
its
a way
to scare
me about
the future.
We need
to talk
about
these
things
I know
but
it breaks
my heart
thinking
about
some
of this
stuff.
loving
some
one
who
doesnt
love
you
is like
waiting for a ship at the
airport
Everything in me just hurts
It really just hurts
It really just hurts
I don't
wanna remember what
having a heart
feels
like or
how it feels
when it
gets riped out
and stepped
on right
in front
of your face
then you just
lay there
not moving
for what feels
like years
being swallowed
up by your own mind
as something
evil takes
over with it's
black dark eyes rimmed
with your
tears. Having a
heart as
overly empathetic
as mine hurts
What hurts♥
is being
FORGOTTEN
by someone you'd
never forget
♥♥♥♥♥
Tʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴛʜɪs sɪᴄᴋᴇɴɪɴɢ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜᴇ; ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ.
Aɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇs
ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ʟɪɴɢᴇʀɪɴɢ, ᴡʜᴇɴ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's
ᴡʀᴏɴɢ.
Bᴜᴛ ɪ
ᴡᴏɴᴛ ᴘᴜsʜ ʏᴏᴜ; ɪ ᴡᴏɴᴛ
ғᴏʀᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ
ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ.
Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ
ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ, ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ
ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʀᴜɪɴ ᴛʜɪɴɢs.
Bᴜᴛ ɪғ ᴛʜɪs
ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ᴡʜʏ ᴡᴇ
ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴜᴘ.
Tʜᴀᴛ I
sᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛ
ᴄᴀʀᴇ?
Tʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ
ғᴀᴜʟᴛ's ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ.
Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ
ᴅᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ, ɪ ᴅᴏ ᴀsᴋ ᴡʜᴀᴛs
ᴡʀᴏɴɢ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴀsᴋ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ
ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ.
Bᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ
ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀᴇᴘʟʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ
ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ.
Sᴏ ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ
ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ
ᴛʜɪɴᴋ.
Aɴᴅ
sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪ'ᴍ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ.
I'ᴍ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ
ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴜsɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ.
I'ᴍ
sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ
ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴍᴇ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ
ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɪs ʙᴇɪɴɢ
ɢᴏᴏᴅ!
Iᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛs
ɴᴏᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ʟʟ
ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍʏ ғᴀɪᴛʜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ
ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ.
Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ
ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴏ ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ
ʟɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ.
Aɴᴅ ɪ
ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ
ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ..
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I hate it when you stop being
friends with someone
or you break up with someone
because you've got all this information about them
like at the back of your mind like their birthday
or their favorite food or whatever,
and even years later things will come up
and you'll think about that person
and it's like,oh,
so it never really stops
and honestly it really hurts.
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Having your best friend of 10 years away from you just hurts
so much:'(♥
